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- After losing my health insurance and ALL of my doctors, I needed to pick a new therapist too. The new plan that I picked listed that there were no co pays for therapy, and it's one of the major reasons why I picked the new plan. I didn't have a...
- Some of the depression symptoms are coming back, I'm starting to wake up a couple of hours before my alarm, it's really upsetting. It makes me extremely exhausted during the day. I have to push through work and really force the effort, I'm so...
- It seems like the longer my situation goes on, depression just seems to be really getting intense. I feel like I'm falling into a hole that I can't get out of. The longer I don't find a job the worse I feel. I don't feel like dating particularly...
- So it is the end of the year, I can say objectively it has not been a good one at all. It's exactly a year to the day that I graduated with my Master's, and am still unemployed/underemployed. Yes, that is correct, an entire year. I didn't start...
- I've been going to this support group for quite some time. Sometimes it's a match and sometimes it's not. They kind of have a specific way of doing things, which I guess is ok to a point. One of the things they really emphasize is staying on...
- So, in continuation of this job situation, I ended up getting a formal letter yesterday. They want me to do online professional development about how to control a classroom, I guess that is the main issue, they felt like students were walking all...
- The stupid saga continues with work. I finally get called into the main office for this supposed "incident report." I substitute teach at a variety of schools and work for an agency.Thinking something really awful has happned or that there was...
- This past year has not been great, with the exception of healing from a really bad injury and taking an international trip, it's been pretty bad, ngl.I got my Master's degree last December, but having fallen and breaking my leg in two places really...
- I feel like I'm in a continual nightmare. Can't seem to get a fulltime job. The part-time subbing is going terribly. The last long-term assignment was disastrous and I left after two weeks. It was chaos in one of the classes, a major problem or...
- The friends that have disappeared aren't living rent-free in my head anymore. I've stopped expecting anything from them now. Since our friend's death and other happenings, things have dissolved. It's taken me about six months to stop the rumination...
- I got to a really bad place with my depression this weekend. I'll try to make a long story short, if I can. It just seems like one thing is piling on top of another. I've had a nearly impossible time finding full time work and I've been...
- It is so strange, my friend passed in January and it's still on my mind sort of. I had the strangest dream about her. I was living in my old apartment and I called her to come and pick me up. I told her, "I had a friend that died and our other...
- I have gotten really, really sick. It has hung on so long, like two weeks. Usually get sick working at the schools and I did. I used up my sick time. I finally got back to work, and then came home yesterday, didn't feel like eating much...
- So throughout the summer I was not able to find work, by the end of July I was completely out of cash. Two weeks ago I had to take out a cash advance in order to pay my rent.I had an interview on July 1. I was offered the job immediately, but...
- So I've posted before about really being stressed trying to find a job. Money has been a real issue. I left my fulltime career and went back to college after 20 years. My career as a teacher was destroying my mental health. I got a graduate...