Some of the depression symptoms are coming back, I'm starting to wake up a couple of hours before my alarm, it's really upsetting. It makes me extremely exhausted during the day.  I have to push through work and really force the effort, I'm so tired. 

Late last night about 10:30 I submit a resume to a place that I'd been looking at, it might be for current students, which I am not.  It was for a summer internship.  I got an immediate rejection letter this morning.  It put me in such a horrible mood for the rest of the day. They say that they insist that a person looked at the resume but just seemed like an automatic letter. In the application process it said that AI would be reading and filtering my resume.

I honestly don't know what to do. I meet my new therapist next week. My financial situation is so bad I might not be able to make my car payment or health insurance, and I am working.  I looked at short-term loans yesterday and I don't even qualify for some of them because of what has happened with my credit since graduating and not finding work.  I plan on talking to my therapist about a game plan and plan B. I'm concerned that I could be facing bankruptcy, this is terrible.

I submit a letter to the attorney general about my car, as I was sold a lemon, so we'll see what happens with that.  I hope that my seroquel continues to be covered on my new insurance as I feel like it's one of the only things holding me together. Before treatment with seroquel, I could hardly function at all.  I've been on it for a long time and it clicks with me, helping with sleep and being emotional. My new insurance is an HMO and there are lot of hoops to jump through. 

Someone suggested that I try customer service online, I may try that, it might pay more than what I am making.