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I am so scared...I feel like I am not hurting as much as I should be and I don't know why. I am so afraid Cassi will think I am starting to forget about her. It's the strangest thing, I would rather...

So, this morning Steve and I decided he would go to Pensacola on his own to retrieve Cassi's property. I have decided the reports can wait. I am not strong enough to read them and not disciplined...

So I finally got the news I have been waiting for, toxicology reports are in. We can go pick up my daughters records and property Monday. I have struggled with this for 3 months...most of all her...

Sooo...It Has Been 12 Weeks Since Cassi Died. It Still Hurts To Have Her Beautiful Name In The Same Sentence As That Word, But It's The Truth. I Vowed To Live In Truth, Face The Truth Head On, Be...

During a particularly rough time I asked my husband if he would get his vasectomy reversed. He said yes. I am 43 years old...It would be a longshot, but not impossible. It gave me hope and got me...

It has now been 12 weeks...this time 12 weeks ago I never would have imagined surviving 12 weeks...I wasn't planning on surviving the day. I hate Sundays.

Thank you so much sisters. I am sure deep down I knew the right answer was to wait, I am not strong enough yet...just needed to be reminded by my wise sisters. I have the need to see everything, no...

I have made plans to go to Pensacola tomorrow, about 100 miles west, where Cassi lived. I want to go to her doctor, the hospital, get copies of records. I am scared to death. Scared of reopening...

Happy Easter everyone. It is a bittersweet holiday as all are when we live with loss. I decided to try to remember to be grateful. I don't think I was aware of how fortunate I was a few weeks ago....

Hi Sisters,It has been several days since I have written. I'm not sure if I mentioned it before but I paint and it seems to have become an obsession. Day and night, all I want to do is paint. I guess...

Hello my loving sisters...as I said yesterday, today is week 10 since my daughter took her live and crushed my heart. It seems like I am doing better today than I was yesterday, as if the...

Ten Weeks. This Sunday will be ten weeks. I no longer count days, but I still count by weeks, every Sunday bringing another week to endure.This sounds like such a small amount of time, yet it has...

Watching old episodes of Game of Thrones...just saw the one where Ned Stark dies. It's so dramatic, so sad...if you are not a fan just know that a good man unjustly looses his head. It's not the last...

WHY WHY WHY????Why her?? Why me??? Dear God, why did you give her to me...I lost her!!! Why did you entrust me with such a being as her??? I worried about her for her entire life!!! I KNEW...I don't...

My daughter had a cat named Mama Roux...she was already named when my daughter rescued her...maybe she was from Louisianna. She couldn't have a cat in her apartment, one of her roommates was...