ginachurchwell1970

Hi,It has been so long since I wrote a journal, but I know I am remembered. I am way too dramatic to be easily forgotten...I know the very special Moms who responded to my earliest posts have not...

Hi!!! I am so sorry it has been so long. I misunderstood when we got the new page and I thought this group didn't exist anymore. I have missed you Joannie!!! Oh my goodness, I wish we could talk you...

I see it's been a month since I wrote a journal. It's been a crazy month.Good news, biopsies from my cervix came back benign, just have to repeat Pap smear in 6 months. More good news, the...

Hello my lovelies. It has been a month since I wrote, honestly so much has happened, the act of even writing it seemed overwhelming. But I have a question, so as usual, I turn to you. Has anyone had...

Soon it will be February 2nd. 4 years. I am okay, right now. I have been emotional off and on a few days, and now an hour and a half until THAT date, I am okay. If I cry, I cry. It is just another...

It has been 20 days since I journaled. I actually thought it had been much longer! I get busy or distracted, time slips by so fast, I think about it, feel guilty that I haven't touched base, put it...

I need advice, BIG time advice from Founding members and others who have been in the group for many, many years. I KNOW there are no magic words, or wands, but please allow me to pick your brains, I...

Another year down...I would love to hope next year will be better, but it holds many challenges and I am not exactly an optimist. I really miss my old life, the person I was, most of all, having my...

Horrible day, absolutely horrible...So much to worry about, so much...Becky is "home" which is actually at her Mother's house, who spoils her rotten. Her little sister 32 years old, just moved out....

I will be heading back to Mobile for a week tomorrow. I actually accepted a transport assignment that works out perfectly. I will pick up Tommy in a small town on my way, and drop him off with the...

Great Big Sigh...Becky's doctors are not clearly defining her options, to her. She is feeling positive, which is great, miracles happen. She is not asking questions, and her doctors are not telling...

The results came in, it's breast cancer, Stage 4. Survival rate at 5 years is 20%. Survival rate at 5 years Stage 1 is 100%.Okay, I will accept Becky's communications as positive. It really doesn't...

Came home today. I have an appointment tomorrow and another Friday I couldn't miss, and I am exhausted!!! Need some sleep in my own bed. Still no biopsy report on the breast tissue. Still in holding...

Becky came through her surgery fine. When I left the hospital, she was in ICU, being weaned off the ventilator. She was waking up, and fighting it, as they do, so her arms were restrained to prevent...

I am in Mobile with my sister. She asked me to come. It's not good. Becky admitted later that night that she had had a lump in her breast for 2 years. She'd had non-cancerous lumps before and assumed...