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  Remember Me???

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 06/12/2020

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  Hi,It has been so long since I wrote a journal, but I know I am remembered. I am way too dramatic to be easily forgotten...I know the very special Moms who responded to my earliest posts have not forgotten me, as I have not forgotten them. When I wrote, it was so early, so raw, yet I got so mant comments saying essentially. "I could have written this...this is exactly the way I feel...It is perfectly normal to feel this way". Those were very, very hard days, 6 1/2 years ago. But, you know...

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  Hug

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 11/09/2019

  ginachurchwell1970 sent a hug to RememberKala
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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/11/2019

  ginachurchwell1970 became friends with Junehilary.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/11/2019

  ginachurchwell1970 became friends with Junehilary.

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  Hi

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 02/19/2019

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  Hi!!! I am so sorry it has been so long. I misunderstood when we got the new page and I thought this group didn't exist anymore. I have missed you Joannie!!! Oh my goodness, I wish we could talk you into giving Facebook a shot, just for our group...but now that I see this group is still together at least I know I have a way of reaching you. Just passed the 5 year anniversary...of THAT day. Wow, it was rough, still is at times. How on earth did so much time pass??? And why don't I have anything...

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  Hug

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  Posted: 02/19/2019

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  Hug

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  Posted: 02/19/2019

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  Hug

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  Posted: 02/19/2019

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  Hug

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  Posted: 02/19/2019

  ginachurchwell1970 sent a hug to RememberKala
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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 09/16/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on RememberKala's journal To Teri, with love...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 05/15/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on mngramma's journal Struggle

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 04/19/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on RememberKala's journal Hello's from two special guys!

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 04/19/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on RememberKala's journal That damn C word

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 04/18/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on saltwatercowgirl's journal Bittersweet

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  April 8, 2018

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 04/09/2018

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  I see it's been a month since I wrote a journal. It's been a crazy month.Good news, biopsies from my cervix came back benign, just have to repeat Pap smear in 6 months. More good news, the radiologist decided the spots were nothing to worry about, also have to repeat mammogram in 6 months. So there's that.In other news...a friend of mine lost her 23 year old son to suicide 3 weeks ago. It was unexpected, but he was separated from his wife, and a break-up often precedes a suicide. I spent a lot...

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 04/08/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on lynette22's journal Darkness Looms

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 04/08/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on mngramma's journal Well.....

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 04/08/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on Missinglisa's journal Sad times

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  Flu Again???

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 03/03/2018

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  Hello my lovelies. It has been a month since I wrote, honestly so much has happened, the act of even writing it seemed overwhelming. But I have a question, so as usual, I turn to you. Has anyone had the flu twice? Earlier in the year, I woke up early one Saturday morning. My husband was already up, as usual. I was in terrible pain, everywhere. When I took a step it hurt to put my foot down. I was quickly making the bed when he walked in and he saw something wasn't right, and I said that I had...

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  I'm Okay

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 02/01/2018

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  Soon it will be February 2nd. 4 years. I am okay, right now. I have been emotional off and on a few days, and now an hour and a half until THAT date, I am okay. If I cry, I cry. It is just another day that she is gone, it just happens to be THE date that she left, 4 years ago. But I am okay.

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  20 days!!

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 01/29/2018

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  It has been 20 days since I journaled. I actually thought it had been much longer! I get busy or distracted, time slips by so fast, I think about it, feel guilty that I haven't touched base, put it out of my mind because guilt sucks...then more time passes...so today I just opened the page and it was as easy as that! A lot of you are on facebook, so at least you know I am still breathing, but some of you are not and I don't want you to worry...but then again, like Teri said, my ego gets away...

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  FOUNDING MEMBERS PLEASE READ-911

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 01/09/2018

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  I need advice, BIG time advice from Founding members and others who have been in the group for many, many years. I KNOW there are no magic words, or wands, but please allow me to pick your brains, I need your experience badly. PLEASE, FOR GOD'S SAKE, read this journal and give me all you've got, PLEASE!!!I do not have my own support group, yet I am very active in 2 and in my obsessive control-freak kind of way I am trying, so hard, so damn hard, to keep up...in my main support group we now have...

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 01/07/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on Livingjuicy's journal What has helped and IS helping me

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 01/03/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on RememberKala's journal It's OK

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 01/01/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on JennsMom66's journal What a way to end 2017

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: ginachurchwell1970

  Posted: 01/01/2018

  ginachurchwell1970 commented on sonshinedeb's journal No mother deserves . . .