malibumark

my moods have been running rampant lately and I have responsibilities which are exacerbating my illness and complexity.I need to remain positive about the future and about just keep on keeping on,...

I was thinking while working today "Why do I always feel like I am wrong?" -it's not so. It's not the truth - but it got me thinking about the nature of relationships (as something to focus on)and...

I was getting on with my day - and then my mind started pickingaway at me.  I mean, I was enjoying the day - but couldn'tseem to keep up with all the influences in my life. I don't know if that...

it's weird I was feeling resolved to change some things - to try and develop projects with the day - and then somethinghappened. I watched a little bit of TV and my center changed - I lost my focus...

the past few times i have been to my psychiatrist he has patiently heard meout about my misery at times, with what I have been dealing with. He's very kind and generous. He has also wisely suggested...

I saw a movie yesterday. "Mission Impossible" - it was really fun!

I need to write. I am far too anxious and clueless about what direction to turn myself towardsand so I will write down thoughts and ideas here.I sent the following text to my Dad last night:I find...

I know I journal a lot about me trying to make sense of my lifeand I feel kind of drawn to write more today. A couple things come to mind though. Journalling helps me feel expressed about what I am...

Why does my mind 'project' pain and suffering the world, but if I keep persistentto keep objective I see another truth is clearly evident.I went to work this morning - and my mind was all...

it seems to me I gravitate towards understanding my life before I can move forward with it. Perhaps I will be liberal and fair to myself and say that it is ok to vent and try to cometo an...

   “What love we've given, we'll have forever. What love we fail to give, will be lost for all eternity.”― Leo Buscaglia 

hi All, Just wanted to wish you a good morning. I know a lot of us don't have significantothers and so I just wanted to wish you morning greetings as we all get up to start our dayand do what we have...

the past few days I have had a lot of mood swings and worry.Worry about the future. Worry about work. Worry about the mistakes I have made.I think I may have an outlook in life...a film "Director's"...

I came home from work today and kind of went from task to task about my day.Whenever I don't have a plan - or stick to a plan - oh F-k it! I am not feeling welland I am tired of beating the crap out...

I got home from work earlier than usual today. I started work about half an hour early and so I lefta half an hour early. Things are ok here. I was depressed when I got home. Work was hyper energyand...