malibumark

My feelings overflowed my reason and decided it was important trying to keep pragmatic here and now I find my energies now are turning my mind quite dark. So I am trying to meditate and just be in a...

I am tired of it. I really try hard and yet I am handicapped by it. Mental handicaps are the worst.Maybe too much time off work, but I know right now I just need to keep going along. Waitingto hear...

what I spoke about yesterday in my comments after my initial post - about being resolute by the answers we figure out or discover - I think those answers also affirm us - in our walk - and make us...

I have been suggested to by my psychiatrists that finding a therapist to mull life over withtwice a month or so would probably be a useful thing for me. I am petrified at the prospect offinding one...

remembering where you are.I woke up this morning and at the outset I felt great from the sleep and then the gnawing invasiveness of my mind started. I could let it make me squirrel inward finding...

fill your life when things go wrongor the spirit yearnskeep seekingkeep findinganswers different new or familiarfill your soulbuildcreatelove

just came back from the city today. the evacuation order was lifted.it's amazing how 'shocked and turned around' the whole event made me feel.I stayed at two different places, so thankful for friends...

learning to live with pain and confusion - and then without personal clarity or motivation at times.This day may not make a lot of sense - but perhaps this journal is a kind offocal point of...

it's weird but after a good realization today, one of being ready to reframe my perspective in order toadjust and achieve a goal to quell my discomfort and disquiet, I realized what is clearly a...

when I set about thinking what I would like to do with my spare time, I tend to falter and get hooked up on those things that would make sense for me to do aka - what I SHOULD do - when I am home...

it's odd what I get up to, to feel good about myself.I was talking to my Psychiatrist when he mentioned that I couldgo to therapy and he asked me what I would like from it?  and I said"I'd like to...

I started the day feeling lowly and awful. Then a friend messaged me, and I messaged a few others.I decided to take myself out to coffee - and then those who I messaged, messaged me back. My outlook...

https://www.guggenheim.org/exhibition/hilma-af-klintThis artist is named Hilma af Klint. I had never heard of herbefore. If you link ot the address above and then scroll downto the video - you will...

I am remembering what Jan said to me that sometimes she likes just being with her thoughts and life.I find that so much of my time is about managing myself - it's like I need to know what I am doing...