malibumark

“Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.” ― Anais Nin 

I remember a therapist talking to me about this. Sometimes I can see it clearly and others I cannot.I want to make sense of my day. I worked hard and came home and literally had to sit down a...

I don't know why this is ocurring to me now. Perhaps because I am reflecting on my own challenges and trying to ressurect a kind of path for myself. But there what I am seeing is that there are so...

I feel great sadness tonight, and breathless but I wonder if I test myself to tryand see the bright side of things, test myself to try and challenge those feelings tobe bright and happy, maybe then I...

I don't know why I feel so lost or at a loss for things to do with myself...like because I am not strong and because I am flawed there's not much out there for me to do. I am remembering something my...

I have posted this in another place but just felt like sharing it, again. I took this pic as the sunrise hit the orchid in my kitchen.Things are ok here. Feel like embracing friends, family and life.

I was at a loss today, though I was working and that made me feel great - but something arfie encouraged me to see that I own what I do with myself in life. I was thinking about that and in the face...

I have been writing emails to my Dr. about insights I have - It seems like I have insights to things - but I think it's time to focus on steering my ship.I need to break it down - and make a plan or...

perhaps it's about speaking my truth or 'your truth' that is coming to me.my truth may not be the truth of others but it still has a place amongst the greath pantheonof humanity - and so perhaps take...

"take your broken heart and turn it into art" - I heard that once said by Meryl Streep quoting Carrie Fisher at the time of Carrie's passing.Here's to making art from the challenges life serves up...

I am learning that though certain relationships challenge me - and I can feel such a mixture of frustration and dark feelings but not 100% bad feelings - I can just move on and do the work I have -...

https://www.kusc.org/I am listening to this radio station online right now. A really cool opera show is on..Seems there are so many pleasures life has to offer...why not be happy? 

I am finding when I come home from work I can set about the things I like to do and need to do and yet then it seems I start to tackle inner space or my inner life and I can get so thoughtful about...

I felt good and accomplished about being intellectually brave enough to try some things today. I felt patient and insightful and I even felt a sense of clarity about my lifemoving forward as a viable...