malibumark

don't know why but I need to make sense of things - I guess you could call it 'processing' my experience? Perhapswe all do it to an extent.I went to my parents' house earlier today and prior to...

I sit here in my living room and the day is seriously boring...I don't seem to have the imaginationto do much with it - besides eating and watching tv...why don't I further my goals? - what are my...

I have been struggling this week but also trying to keep active and productive.Today was an eyeopener in the sense - well a reality check... whatever you might call it.I felt out of control and like...

I think I probably spend too much time alone. I was just at my parents' house with my brotherand as the day went along, my Dad and I were watching tv while my stepmother cut my brother'shair outside...

   “Neither a wise man nor a brave man lies down on the tracks of history to wait for the train of the future to run over him.”― Dwight D. Eisenhower 

I woke up this morning with worry and fear and I tried to tell myself to shake it off.Go for what you enjoy in life rather than feel like you have to live in a prison of 'just so.'Enjoy survival, I...

I find myself working away and I find myself thinking about the world at large - I find myself thinking about everyone, the world out there and around me and I think ‘is this how my life is?" - and...

it is so weird. I have the whole day to do what I want with itand I woke up in the morning and felt such sorrow and lethargy or hesitance.I tried to pep talk myself and step outside the thought - to...

I went to work earlier today. Then went to figure drawing class. I used to be an artist - but though I have been pushingmyself to get 'back in the saddle' again ..so to speak..It's not really...

I am the only one who can answer this for myself. I go to work, I work hard and then come home and right now, as I have been thinking about this, I don't know where to place my energy or what to...

I read an article just now posted by the New Yorker on FB.The author talked about his life of solitude but also about the relationshipsthat he had. The patterns and routines they would share. He also...

I kind of believe with hard work I should be able to overcome my limits but then I facethem again and I am blown out of the water. I know life is a journey where you grow and want and need different...

I have been receiving a benefit from the state for some years now.SSDI. It's been very helpful and I appreciate it.Recently they sent me a 'status of my disability' form to fill out.I really panick...

I think I am learning that as life goes along, we changeand then also have to find different ways of motivating ourselvesand accomplishing projects. The feelings will come and go..keep a sense of...

lately. lately I have been realizing that bad feelings don't have to be tragic. Uncomfortable, sad, painful , scary, feelings. We all have them - we all feel things and deal with them. It's what we...