malibumark

I have recently moved to this new place and have been on my own here. I have come to see the importanceof questioning my changing or evolving attitudes and keeping aware of my pattern when I find...

just starting the day here. I go for a blood draw in a few hours for cholesterol testing.Things are ok here. I have been worrying about some essential stuff the past two daysand I figure I am not...

This has been a really great realization for me. I know I have touched on it before - but the moreI see this within me - the more I am able to cope. Not live unupsetted all the time - but better able...

In my last post I wrote how I always need a project - and that's part of this 'go go' energy that I have - always working within - and knowing that nature, it makes sense to me and I can cope with...

Life offers lessons to learn and dynamics to master..Part of me wants to systematize my process of dealing with how I support myselfand then also how I get things done with people in my life. I want...

I have noticed that I drill down a lot. I think for some crazy reason it grounds me but it is not healthy. Plus I think it becomes a self fulfilling prophesy. This is an idea that psychology has...

It's the morning of Thanksgiving. I am at my apartment alone for now. I am doing some laundry and generally tryingto stay out of trouble hehe. I am thinking about life and I kind of need to give...

Yesterday was a mix. I felt real clarity and then also was kind of knocked out of that.some days I have a clear sense of things - and some days..nopeIt's important to keep taking care of life - doing...

just wanted to say good morning!!

i was at work today and I started to see that I had a habit of finding a kind of meditation tocarry me through the work.I thought that I tend to find things when outside of work to carry me through...

sometimes the day can change me all aroundsome times when I will go down different roads mentallyor have a conversation that I give myself toit just seems like any day can do thisour anger or...

thoughts in dissarayfeelings as wellinteractions with others weirdnew goals present themselves but time and patience are requiredstars not aligning todaybut the flame is kept aliveto keep at the...

The Board and Care where I live is closing down. I looked at the outside of an apartment and the area it is in yesterday afternoon. It's a very quiet suburban peaceful area. I have been blessed by...

it's a good day...and things are good. I have invested in a personal 'mental zone' and have let go of things, this was nearly sent to me whether I wanted to or not. I just seemeed to start letting go...

I went to work today, and it went alright. I was nervous at first because of a lingering 'loose end' that I needed to take care of when work was over with regards to my health insurance...I kind of...