malibumark

Just back from grocery shopping...going out into those real world experiences outside work have a different kind of vibe to them. eh.. I am ok. 

I go to work in the mornings and that really is a good thing. When I get back to my homeI tend to do the same things and make lunch and then sit in front of the TV. When I was a kid, I was really...

I have been finding lately a greater clarity and then too the habitual knocking me off mycenter by the inevitable forces of life. I feel like what I have been struggling to understand, and the habits...

I am having a hard time today - I didn't do my work as I would have liked it to be - though I still did an ok job - I asked a coworker to catch an order for me right at the end of my shift - and I...

what's coming to me is that when I having been thinking about my futurei have been thinking of ideals. I kind of had to rethink this - and I have cometo see my life and its direction for its...

I think I try and break life down into 'simple chunks' to understand it and to negotiate but it's never so simple really.I have a whole lot of gratitude right now.

just in the middle of the morning here. Wishing you guysa super day!

I feel weird about having the week off from work - I am happy for it - but I get caught between a place of not wanting to have structure and wanting to have structure, from doing whatever I damn...

when I think to myself and wonder about my place in the world...I think to look outside myselfand yet also seek to look at what gives me meaning.Purpose. Yet balance and though I may battle back...

   “Some people may have greatness thrust upon them. Very few have excellence thrust upon them. They achieve it. They do not achieve it unwittingly, by 'doing what comes naturally'; and they...

I see my flaws and faults and am having real humble day.I struggle with being myself - and then dealing with the different messages that life gives to me.Some people respond well to me - and others...

I am realizing that in the pursuit to be self responsible I have kind of shrunk my world to exist just in a pro forma of a tidy home and a job well done at work and keeping a tight budget and a...

I had a chore-full morning - dealing with things I had to do - I live on my own - and though I'm solitary there's part of me that's happy at a job well done. I came home and kept kind of busy - but...

home from the Dr.'s office - today taught me a lot about persevering even though you have some negative feelings. We all have bad feelings and so it came clear to meas I called this just 'my normal'...

just went to the gym the first time since being here at the new apartment.It was great. I also bought myself a present online too. A nice thing for the apartment.Keeping at this thing of life.I hope...