malibumark

I think I try and break life down into 'simple chunks' to understand it and to negotiate but it's never so simple really.I have a whole lot of gratitude right now.

just in the middle of the morning here. Wishing you guysa super day!

I feel weird about having the week off from work - I am happy for it - but I get caught between a place of not wanting to have structure and wanting to have structure, from doing whatever I damn...

when I think to myself and wonder about my place in the world...I think to look outside myselfand yet also seek to look at what gives me meaning.Purpose. Yet balance and though I may battle back...

   “Some people may have greatness thrust upon them. Very few have excellence thrust upon them. They achieve it. They do not achieve it unwittingly, by 'doing what comes naturally'; and they...

I see my flaws and faults and am having real humble day.I struggle with being myself - and then dealing with the different messages that life gives to me.Some people respond well to me - and others...

I am realizing that in the pursuit to be self responsible I have kind of shrunk my world to exist just in a pro forma of a tidy home and a job well done at work and keeping a tight budget and a...

I had a chore-full morning - dealing with things I had to do - I live on my own - and though I'm solitary there's part of me that's happy at a job well done. I came home and kept kind of busy - but...

home from the Dr.'s office - today taught me a lot about persevering even though you have some negative feelings. We all have bad feelings and so it came clear to meas I called this just 'my normal'...

just went to the gym the first time since being here at the new apartment.It was great. I also bought myself a present online too. A nice thing for the apartment.Keeping at this thing of life.I hope...

embrace the day embrace lifegood vibes to the world.and though you may change along the way there are those you can come back to and support along the way -and grow

I woke up this morning and felt really needy - I did an early morning run to the Toyota dealershipfor a service and just the morning unfolded. I seem unwilling to accept who I actually am at times-...

I went over to my Dad's today. I always feel nervous when I first get there - and then slowly I relax. I was hanging out and watching the tv with them and I felt a sense of well being - but then I...

for me my illness morphs every day. Instinctively, in the effort to be as self responsible as possible, I started to try and focus on and understand the fundamentals in my life. I guess I could seem...