malibumark

this morning I woke up and thought of something negative about my past about myself.I was struggling with it for a while, and yet I then took a step backward to look at it.I realized I was obsessing...

this morning i woke up in bed and felt so depressed like I couldn't move - butthen I turned on the tv and slowly gained an interest in the morning show.I dragged myself out of bed and shaved and...

hehe - sorry I don't mean to complain, it's a hot dayand heat tends to magnify my bad mood. It's my job notgive into it -and to keep at what I planned to do.This may seem out of left field but I woke...

I am starting to see how understanding the relationships of the daythough I might not always be able to be 'on top of' providing to keep myselfengaged as I'd like to be... I am seeing the...

I am learning from the thought that though we need to be self sufficient and responsiblein life it shouldn't make us not believe in or have relationships. Sounds crazy maybe but it's on my...

I felt fine, and then I went out for a hike over to the dry cleaners across the way.I said hi to a lady walking her dog - and then talked briefly to the owner of the drycleaneronce I got there. It's...

when I was a child, I remember being told that I tend to go to the extremebut I know I do this as an adult as well... have done it. I don't know why I was singled outbecause I know I am not the only...

I don't know if it's delusional - but I was sitting in my living room, feeling unwound and sad and confused about my future - with an empty life - and no direction to aim towards.I thought of work...

back home now after running an errand for my little sister. I find myselfalone with my problems - the things that have been itching away at me..better keep to the routine and try and engage some...

I guess I should put this here. I have no answers today except to keep going through the paces.I feel depressed and flawed. I sometimes feel like I have my self together because I can usually...

I don't have much to do today. I woke up, made the bed, took a showerand then had breakfast and went to the gym for a walk on the treadmill.Came home and called the Dr. for a refill of my medicine -...

I don't know why, but I feel tired and overwhelmed today.I went to my parents' house. It was a relaxed time with thembut I was hard pressed to be social. I just couldn't muster chattingand I guess I...

ode to a beautiful morning. why not!? I will wax positive with a sense of triumph.I walked to the Starbucks this morning, then got a text that my parents needed assorted things from the market,so I...

   “I truly believe that everything that we do and everyone that we meet is put in our path for a purpose. There are no accidents; we're all teachers - if we're willing to pay attention to the...

I was watching tv today and thoughts kind of came to me, not really able topiece things together so well. But I found myself thinking, that everyone elsedeserves a life except me. I don't know why I...