malibumark

it's time to take discontent you feel and have it motivate you to make something out of it.It's ok to own your own style and own preference and road...and the discontent you feel when being alone is...

   “Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On...

I have realized that when I come home from work I tend to turn on the tv and basically pray to the big tv god in the sky( hehe). I mean I use it like a wedge to lean on - and deal with my downtime,...

I was with my family yesterday and felt a lot of weird feelings. Like I didn't fit in - but then I thought thatmaybe it was my expectation to fit in that was like maybe a wanting to be the center of...

I went to sleep last night after watching "Antiques Roadshow." I had wanted to stay up for the "Dr. Blake's Mysteries" but I couldn't muster it. My schedule makes me nod off pretty early. Anyways, so...

I was at work today and I was called up to the floor "Customer Service to the Bakery..."When I got there I found a man with hard luck I suppose you could say. He said to me "I don't haveenough for a...

I am starting to see what I do when alone... mentally... I know what I get up to and yet it isn't very far from what others do...and all i need to do is join the party of what we all 'practice' in...

finding my integrity yesterday at work seemed elusive but I think it reminded me of the idea of aesthetics which I seemed to hold on to - then anger seemed to be something I held on to - then grace -...

I am home from work, had some lunch and now have the radio onand am sitting at my laptop. I don't know what to write. I keep startingthen stopping - changing my thoughts on which ones to focus. I am...

good morning sunshine. i was lucky to have a mother who used to say that to me.I am just getting my day started. The morning sun is slanting through the windows into the living roomand the tv is...

I was with my parents today. I kept on losing myself to the moment. I just didn't seem to have much substance to my life. I felt invisible but also like I was just vacuous. I couldn't feel anything...

I don't get it, it seems I have a nice moment after a series of anxiety upset and then two seconds latersomeone comes by some how and shits on me metaphorically. I went to work this morning and that...

I am thinking about faith right now. It keeps me company on my journey alone.Part of me wants to share my path with someone - and yet I know my faith keeps me assured along my solo walk. Maybe I...

do you still keep knocking?I need to remember that. I feel like I have been after an idea rather than looking at what is actually going on and thatit might not be good for me. OR giving me what I so...

“Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.” ― Anais Nin