malibumark

so much of what I do is that I see a form and then fill it inI see a role for myself - or a design, that I imagine....for example with art -or even an interior design like i did when renovating..and...

with doing my own art there is the process of creating my own context - and that is frightening sincemy mind has betrayed me beforeI must go for it.I may not always know or understand the genre or...

I woke up this morning. Super sleepy but it was 330a. I have been eating a crappy diet because of the holiday - as well as drinkingmore alcohol than usual. I conclude that's why I am feeling so tired...

I don't know why I want to write about my thoughts so much. My thoughts and managing my emotions are things I take pride in.I guess I want to share what I have thought about and how I got on with my...

it's the weekend! I watched "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil" today. Couldn't devote all of my attention to it - but had it on.I have been snacking quite a bit - seems I do that when I don't...

hey guys! totally lonely right now but I think it's telling me that it's time to search out a volunteer thing to do.I found an ASPCA near me that I think I might go to. I am at my place and just...

was at work today - and felt very open, susceptible to the forces around me - but I found myself muddling through. some wonderful effect from this move on my own is that I am growing to know my...

I woke up this morning, and felt a great and growing sense of loneliness.It felt like a panic - that this new life in an apartment alone was beyond my capacity...But after going to a dental...

I just came back from watching a movie with my parents at their house.It was a nice time to be with them. When I journeyed home and came back to my apartment. I recognized that I had to get back to...

well this morning I woke with a lot of anger - don't know why - maybe it was because of a text I got first thing -not sure.In any event. I took myself out for a walk - I was honestly afraid to - lol...

ok this is for me. I was waiting for a package to arrive yesterday - and my mindwandered - and unwound. I started to feel like i was getting really sloppy. Same thing when I went to work today- and...

i recognize tonight that when I am alone, I need to hold on to something or have a thing that occupies me...like right now I am trying to go to sleep - but I am aloneand it's difficultI have the...

you don't have to live in perfection or according to someone else's meaning.but it is important to act on what is in your power to do so.