malibumark

I think I will always have noble aspirations - it is how I deal with these aspirations and along side the forces within which will be pudding proof that I can effectuate the drives within me.There...

it seems like I am always struggling with some thought, idea or feeling...like an embattlement that keeps me company or occupied or somehow I don't know how to talk about it.If I could put the kind...

I have been noticing lately how I try and live 'in the right' and also, as every one does, have to cope with the ubiqitous need for finding 'order out of chaos' every day. I feel prepared for that...

it sucks that I can't always keep on top of my emotions and feelings - it makes me feel at a lossand as I search for other work to do with my life I seem to be so way layed (sp?) and detouredtowards...

for some reason some days I experience spiritual upheaval...call it a chaotic mindor high spirits or both..but I think what I have learned...in the spirit of being self responsible...as self...

I am watching a Rick Steves travel show on PBS. I love this guy. He is so passionate about travelbut also is a humanist and his passion fuels his message. Good vibes.

I go to a figure drawing class after work tomorrow.It should be fun - very much looking forward to it.I am home now, and just had lunch. Got the radio onand I know there's things I should be thinking...

right now, I have been home for about a couple hours. I watched some tv, had lunch, paid a bill, and organized a conference call on Monday. I have moments of bouyancy and moments where I really want...

I use the term 'unpacking things' because I have heard it so often used on the TV news round table analysis programs.To unpack the meanings of a situation... to figure it out.I find I unpack things,...

I think I get so nervous talking to people in person because I think I have a hard timerelating to the ideals in my head that signal a sense of safety - I think I just gotta relaxand be myself - and...

I am home from work now. I have some plans today but I find myself thinking againabout other work and also keeping to my diet because I have gained some weight recently.I think I am going to apply...

I am sorry if I seem to complain a lot. This is just me venting and expressing my way towardsa positive outlook. It helps to express things to regain a sense of composure, posture, perception what...

I went and saw my parents today. It was a really nice time. I got to talk to my Dad privately when we did an errand run to the market. So, I am home now and I have to admit I feel really anxious. I...

So I went to work this morning and was happy with the work I did.I came home and did my usual routine and then did the weekly grocery shopping.I feel really aware of my feelings and have a sense of...