malibumark

I was out with my brother yesterday and for some reason, I came homethinking about the choices I make 'out there' and then back home 'in here' as well.How do I handle certain life stressors or...

Just me, dealing with today. I decided to go for a long walk and it was a good thing. I am hot, sweaty and feeling better. I bubbled ideas and seem to settleon a new kind of peace for the moment....

I already spent a bunch of money on groceries, and coffee and muffins at the bakery.I thought of going to the movies and maybe out to lunch - but I've really 'blown my wad' (pardon the expression)...

This time off, vacation week, has been good. I have had some ups and downs but I have learned some too!Last night I was at a good place, and then when I first woke up this morning I was as well - but...

Before I go to yoga class I am napping with the lights off and the candle lit.My radio is playing the classical station and the gray overcast weather isgiving a little light to the room. I am trying...

I was talking to a friend tonight, and she was talking about her son doing a 'vision notebook'.I think it might be time for me to start doing that to envision what I want - what goals I wantfor my...

I went out in the world this morning. Not feeling like I was so worthy of the excursionbut I decided I was and went. After I went to the gardens I then stopped by the kitchen suppliesshop to get a...

I realize I have said this over the course of today before but I really just needed to write about it againbefore I turn in. I may feel tender and a little messed up, fractured and off - but so it...

I am at the movie theater and my personality is all over the place. I am sitting in the bar area before going into the show. My aunt just called and she rushed off the phone. This whole morning and...

as time passes, and i learn and grow and evolve, it seems my internal struggle changesas well. I find myself handicapped and going mentally from living with potential - to living with 'let's hope the...

woke up gently today and it was really nice...my mind's loose wires tried to undermine mewith memories and questions but I mustered to stay contented and peaceful.took a shower and then got a coffee...

spending time alone, the energy tends to build up. I came home from being out with my sister, yesterday, shopping and having lunch, and as I was home,  still wanted to be around others and not...

I thought about my plan for the vacation - and originally I thoughtof taking a day to myself and just drinking a whole bottle ofsome alcoholic drink - the motivation for this is that I feel so out of...