malibumark

I am trying to be as honest as I can be but in truth each time I think about putting my words down here, it doesn’t seem to matter. I don’t know if I really want to write here or about this but...

i am obsessing tonight for some reason. Just trying to get some zzzz’s. Here’s to hygge.

I found myself feeling isolated today. Weird, jostling politics at work and yet I just kind of 'ho hum'd' to myselfand kept going. I came home for lunch, got changed and then back out to the office....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Studs_TerkelI like this guy very much! So interesting!

Me, well you know I tend to spin about things...I saw the pattern when I amat home alone that I kind of seek out a goal and carry through with wanting to make it pretty,like art. I don't know why I...

I know that may seem a pretty basic, and a pretty obvious thingbut to say it to myself just reminds me to stand engaged on the managing.It can be a slog, it is a slog but I am glad I have things to...

not much to say, just feel drawn to start the day with a greeting!going for a walk..good morning!

my therapist told me, she understands that I unwind when I am at homealone. She said it's very hard to be alone and define yourself in your own space.She said when we are around others, they tell us...

I am finding it hard to be alone tonight. Watching the news and about to go to bed. Trying to feel good about the fact that I am taking care of what I need to. Maybe it’s because it’s...

I thought of this before all of your nice responses to my last post. I just wrote it now -and wanted to post it here. ---------------------------------momentslife is truly made of moments. good...

the mind changes, my mind changes but no matterwhat the issue I have to remind myself to take care of myself.I don't know what the purpose of these mental underminings isnevertheless I have to keep...

i am just not happy. I have to deal with it. I go to work in the morning. I wish I were stronger. I am sure we all have moments like that.

it’s the last day of my weekend here and I did all my errands and chores. I had a drive in me to do more and so I walked over to the Trader Joe’s and bought some things. My life feels aimless but...