malibumark

my feelings and suspicion at times make me think things that are not true. It’s frustrating not only because I can assume the worst and go down a rabbit hole of thoughts and mental spinning but...

My sister once said, a long, long time ago, that life is about moments.I totally understand that and agree. Trying to be mindful right now. Though the things that happen within,when my life is...

I was with my family todayand now I am alone in my apartment.My mind is consumed by need. I am eating snacks and drinking wine.I realize as is when I am with my family or friends, now aloneI am...

went to work this morning. Wasn’t one of my better days. Felt knocked around and feckless and just went with the flow. So I got my work done. Which I suppose could be a feather in my cap. I came...

was feeling pretty good today. I went to the market and then to the office.I am so enjoying the office. It's a lot of fun! I get to help build this thing from scratch and add my perspective.So I came...

I went to the market this morning - did my work.Then I came home, made a meal and changed and went to the office.Then came back here and have been alone except for a couple tinytexts that I made and...

I am so grateful for this new opportunity at my friend's office.It's made me feel full of potential, at least the future seems like it has somepotential, more than it did before starting it.I have...

I am learning to parse the difference between momentary discontentment and keeping relatively positive about things. I realize I keep to myself mostly, I have a small and quiet life, because that is...

My parents are going up north today and so I went to visit themearlier than usual. Then I went to yoga instead of, the usual, other way around.I came home with a food carepackage from my Stepmom -...

I think I like Socialism. Though I totally respectand appreciate the firey nature and spirit of individualismwhich drives us forward. It's really a balance and a mixed bag.I appreciate those who have...

I am home from work and it's the start of my first few hours of the weekend.I am practicing "hygge" - I am really enjoying it.Things are good.Peace and Namaste!M

I am laughing because I don't want to cry and I guess that's just how life is.I went to a lunch meeting yesterday - first one in a long time - and I noticed my reticence to be open and positive...

I don't think my therapist likes me. It's just a hunch.The way she answers questions. I just don't know ifit's the best thing for me to go on with the program.I am kind of obsessing and nervous...

I am a nervous wreck today. Got something significant done but now I am at home, under a blanket in front of the tv. Weird. I also I went to make myself a usual meal for myself and it seemed odd and...