malibumark

I feel really inspired right now. I want to share it with the world or my friends. :)I had a very strange morning at work and then after work I went to get a haircutand likewise it was pretty bizarre...

I think because I am home alone now - I am focusing on this -I think I would be better served to find something to do.I saw my Dad and Stepmom last night and it was nice.This morning I went to work -...

I made a strong pot of coffee and I drank half of it.I can't do that anymore. It has done me in - I am buzzing too muchwith not a lot to focus on, except the tv. Not good. 

I was at work today - and while I worked, I tried to figure life out again. I workedhard and diligently and felt the joy of professionalism. I felt happy to be around the peoplewho were there... I...

with timemy high hopeshave been pummeled again and againby reality and my own limitsand then feeling alone but thenpeople knocking on my door saying "I am here, I care!" and it'sknocked me down...

I was with my parents today and that was nice. I decided to excuse myselfearly. I think my Dad would have liked it if I stayed the whole day. I know he doesn't understand why I spend so much time...

just feeling humble and grateful today.I had breakfast with my parents today -and now I amat home doing laundry and made a big pot of coffee.Just feeling very lucky. 

I keep so vigilant about what I am doing throughout the day and dismantle - and pull apart -my experience and try and make some sense of it - into a wisdom or some kind of gained knowledge.I really...

I realize I have spent so much time trying to organize my world - my day and daily life - and tryand live in a well kept way. I really need to focus on making more money though now.I did errands and...

well to the coffee shop that is. It's about a mile away and I do it on ocassion and it's a nice walk.Today as I was walking there, I was reminded to keep a flexible mind, along the lines of "you...

It's a beautiful day, I am determined.I seem to seek out an objefctive aspect to my life (as I have said before)rather than go for the subjective fulfilling aspect of life. I seem to get lost somehow...

Journal card double header: What would you do if you weren't afraid?If I weren't afraid, one part of me thinks I would be more agressive in businessand make more $$ - another part says I would be...

ok journal card for today: What do you spend too much time doing?I really spend too much time resting. I need it though. When I workedin a corporate job I would go in when I would wake up. Sometimes...

I just had my third yoga class. It's really hard but really good and fun too.I am super stiff, and a novice but my Teacher is really cool, laid back and supportive.I feel suprised by my limitation...