malibumark

I am trying to deal with my personal 'self responsibilities' and then the dynamic of my family life. Things are ok but I find myself obsessinga bit about the hierarchy that exists and trying to find...

I was doing my morning 'take care of things.'I got up and decided to go for coffee.I'll go for groceries soon too.Was feeling fragile and questioning of so much of thingsand felt frozen in the...

i had some dinner, which is usually not my thing as I go to bed early.I was watching some news and then had a hankering for a glass of red wineand some cookies....I don't have them - but I want them!...

I've been on the couch just thinking about things...trying to. :)My therapist has said to me that it would be a good ideafor me to find somewhere additional to volunteer.I think she's right. She also...

I woke up with a sore throat and a cough today... It made meworried about the looming spector we're all facing...I decided to go to work and just was very vigilant about wearing my mask.Work went...

in the past few weeks, more and more I am growing in awareness and cognitionthat when alone I tend to want 'a relationship.' Lately that relationship has been that I have wanted a partner but it's...

I went to work this morning and for some reason along the wayI found myself in a very hard to describe frame of mind at the outset.I was just very open and I really had no choice but to carry on...As...

I truly feel that I may have a wire loose within my head but it's forcingme to think about and be as thoughtful and understanding about my life as possible.yesterday i went to the wedding and it was...

I am going to focus on what I can and let the other stuff subside.I am listening to nature sounds on my Ipod and was playing with Bluewho is such a joy to me. I realize there are things in our lives...

had a good day at work and then came home. made lunch, showered and then dressed for my online Psychatrist appointment.Got gas before I got home from work and decided to play the lottery (ha)....

i am in touch with my therapist online- and the fact that she receives and responds to myemails is really good.  I talked to her about growth and struggle/difficulty today -and part of her response...

I don't know if this journal is necessary - but I'll go ahead with it.I came home this morning after work and I had a 'rationale', an understanding ofwhere my intense energy was coming from and I...