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I wrote this email to S and now my spirits are running high and extreme.I need to keep in my mind the idea that none of us has all the answers - butthat kind of respect for that aspect of our...

I need to make a list of things I am doing tomorrow.I will go to work, I will come home, shower and change, feed and play with Blue,have lunch and get ready for volunteering at the local foodbank.I...

I came home from work this morning. Nuked my lunchand watched a little TV. Then jumped in the shower.Tried to give Blue some attention but once I had lunch readyhe wandered away.Life is going ok. I...

I have been keeping busy today, not doing much of consequencebut I have had my alone time and now I just wanted to reach out and say hi.I've started reading this book about Theodore Roosevelt which...

what is your absolution?I was just reading a book about Theodore Roosevelt...and though he was a great man...he suffered too from tormenting things in life...and he would turn to extreme physical...

today was a good day...for some reason when I started my dayI was faced with what I have been asking myself unconsciously...again and again...I have been seeking out a greater sense of...

I am sorry guys if I've gone a little overboard with my ramblings.I know this is the place to do it, I just am ever-sorting and tryingto calm myself with rationality while having my issues.I guess...

https://www.facebook.com/bigcatrescue/videos/458975228144177watched this video from a BIG CAT RESCUE. So interesting and fascinating.----------------------------------------What am I going to do this...

 so yearning for something I don't understand - perhaps that is a blessing..living in yearning mystery... maybe we all have something that drives us like this?like we have goals and activities with...

I was awakened this morning at around 400am by a cat paw on my cheek...the ownerof that paw was hungry and so he 'encouraged me' to get up and feed him! haha!!It's all good. I got 40 minutes of sleep...

Just want to share what I am thinking about. Things are good. It's taken a lot of bs to get throughbut I am realizing in the final analysis that life is just very textured (euphemism for sure) and...

Then, one day, Siddhartha heard an old musician on a passing boat, speaking to his pupil: - If you tighten the string too much, it will snap, and if you leave it too slack, it won’t...

I am trying not to drill down in a negative way but there are some things I just need to talkabout. Thankfully I am talking with my therapist at 12pm today.I went to work this morning and really had...