a different day Gloriana Hallelujah :)

It's the start to another day...So grateful ...a day to start just

doing what I need to do...

Woke up this morning early (though I have the day off from work) and then

I played with Blue and watched some PBS.

I dressed and went and got a coffee at Starbucks. Came home

and played with Blue and fed him and now I am drinking my coffee

and am sitting here at the kitchen counter writing this journal.

Yesterday was a day of rising and falling moods and it forced me

to change a bit - think hard - adjust - and just deal with the issues -

It's strange to put my feelings in this cyber space but I've become

habituated to it - and I feel like a compulsion to do it. But perhaps it's

a good thing - and just a way of taking care in a positive way.

I'll try not to use it as an avoidant habit to get on with my life stuff...

I won't get down on myself.

I was really struggling with myself with some uncomfortable feelings yesterday.

About my value and about my upset.

But I was determined to seek out my value somewhere else than the place I was

initially seeking it out and feeling thwarted by. That helped and also motivated me.

Now the day is starting - I feel kind of different than I felt in past days - but

I suppose what I can make of that is just to accept it - and move on carefully

and judiciously - to just make it a good day.

Sending peace and good vibes out there...Pre-Thanksgiving good wishes!