malibumark

just starting the day here... realizing that the path forward for me is gratitudeand giving to others in my life... i needed prayers this morning and so I thoughtof my friends and offered prayers to...

Being alone can be really stressful.I tend to eat, drink or watch documentaries or newsto help soothe... self soothe.I can get really thrown off track of making goals for myselfand then get lost in a...

Blue is really irritating me today - he's needed near constant attention the whole morningmeowing and meowing...and then suddenly he went into "overdrive" meowing..he wanted me to feed him.He woke me...

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I feel amazingly inspired...so much of what I have been doing here - and in my mindis spinning - spinning to the end of understanding what I am doing mentally...I have thought about the nature of...

socializing with people at work, dealing with myself and how i react - and my fatigue when I get socialand also I get nervous when I talk to my therapist at times.I don't like the way I can get,...

just spending a quiet time at home today..have my missions set for the daybut also feel the soothing comfortof me accepting the mysteries of my lifeand unanswered questions.Relax and push onward,...

I'm kicking up my heals and choosing happy. I'm here with Captain Blue whose barking (meowing) orders to "pet at maximum efficiency" and also run the ship!!I hope you guys are having a good day....

today our family had our weekly zoom meeting as we have been during this covid time.then i went over to the family house to visit my Dad and Stepmom after to have lunchand spend time.It was a nice...

it's a pretty good morning. got up, showered and dressed, fed Blue, played with him a little bitand went for a walk. Had a bowl of 'cheerios' and then played with Blue some more.I'm trying to...

i've spent the day doing my thing - and sure shootin' there's a pattern to what i go through...so i am trying to just look at the pattern and somehowre-assert a sense of power equilibrium within -...

I decided to go a little overbudget today and went to the Starbucks a second timeand got a vente chai tea latte (hot.) It was good but a little too sweet. Anyway,no big deal. I'm writing because I...

I don't usually buy the Trader Joe's version of Cheerios but I did this pastweek - and I used OAT MILK instead of regular milk and it was SO GOOD!So oaty and delicious - since Cheerios are made from...

crazy appetite and not getting my needs met. I was lying in bed - trying to go to sleep, and from the mysteriousdepth I found my body pressuring me down - I slowly realized that I had this crazy...