malibumark

'know thyself' eh?I tend to go to extremes at times. Whether with food, or drink orperseverating on thoughts or what have you. I've kind of displayed that here...I can know these "personal...

I need a haircut. My puffy hair is absolutely buffant at this point. Maybe I need to start using the hairdryer LOL. Haven't used one in years.Just usually keep my hair really short and tight...

A member of my family is super super talented, focused and driven. It's so cool.I find with my illness I am backed into a corner of inaction because every day it seemslike I 'lose my mind.' I know...

ugg, social distancing has me so distant I haven't talked to anyone today. it's weird how your mind can play tricks on me..not really knowing why I am dipping sonegative and feelings of 'less than.'...

just had a morning where I felt my insides had abandoned me. So scrambled and no strength.My hope was flickering and I just was eventually remembering that I struggle with this illness and by...

last night I had some revelations about some things, but then alsohad some complex feelings about my life. I felt like certain relationships that are importantto me are strained and yet also if I...

my brains feel scrambled this morning but I am trying to just livewith it rather than get all upset and fearful. I just gotta keep onkeeping on. I've got the Blue bomber to think about and I'd really...

as the day has worn on, I really think I should get out of the house and go for a walk..I am starting to get really down and feeling not so worthy to do anything. So, that's what I will do. I will...

Things are pretty good. Been keeping my cat busy today and also refraining from eating so much.Been watching some television and then reading a book I started the other day. Been taking the...

I came to visit my parents today, which is where I am now. For some reason, whatever the reason I have kind of felt really untethered and manicky and kind of curt and terse too. What has helped me...

very much looking forward to tomorrow.i am trying to figure out why i am so tired and body is stiff..Feeling old and out of shape (maybe because I am?)i did a big grocery shopping today and I read...

I'm a little unstable, a little unsure but so far, so good.I want to make my days about something good and better.Can't wait for all this to be over.

I've have a nervous side to me that has made decision making an issue for me.I have been afraid of commitment until later years when I decided to commit in a truedraconian way. It was time for me -...