malibumark

there's a guy at work who hassles me. I don't work in his department.I don't really talk to him - I don't talk to him.. I try to be professional and civil but he's vicious.I think he's been...

i'm an inner space employee/warrior.i find when I come home from being out, so often I'll sit down on the couch after allthat just happened and my mind and body will start disconnecting - or rather...

it's not such a good day for me today... my mind takes a wrong turn in a way that is so undermining a lot of times.I am really tired for some reason - I feel my age - I don't want to complain but it...

I am starting to catch myself and the birth of negative feelings..i have this raging engine within that kind of drives me forwardbut I can't give it voice - as I am alone at times it may color the...

I'm hanging out here at home. My energy is pushing me forward to keep managingall the little things I am supposed to take care of. If I don't keep myself engagedthat energy turns in on me - I wrote...

I was going to go for a hike today on the Las Robles Trail.It says it's closed due to the holiday, so I'll have to wait till Monday.My stepmom called me and said to come over at 12p so I thought I...

:)I woke up this morning...mental engine at the ready and though I feel tense and readyto take on the day, I also realize or understand the mental energy (tenseness and go go) being what it is...when...

to help me nurse my bad back this week, my parents bought me an electric heatingpad from the pharmacy. it's really great! today funnily enough my cat Blue discoveredthe pad for himself!!! He has now...

weekend is here again. noticed i'm feeling beleagured but I want to turn that into seeking outsome good things. I am taking care of business -  it's ok to let myself find some fun.listening to some...

I am doing ok now, still tender and achey but strong enough to get out of bed.Just have to be gentle with my back.I cleaned up the apartment a little - and took a shower!!!! So good to be clean!I put...

so on Sunday I had twisted my back out of shape - and Monday I decided to go to the chiropractorand have myself adjusted. The Chiro did more harm than good - he made it worse.. ugg!! for sure!!!So I...

I had a hard time sleeping last night but I think in my 'birthday bliss' I forgot to take my Olanzapine(I think) because it wasn't on the counter when I got up this morning - so I think I forgot!...

I like to save as much money as possible but it leaves me so depleted financially for most of the week. It's not a good way to live. I'm having a difficult week this week and I would have liked to...

i was struggling with Blue this morning.. he was needing too much.everytime i came on the computer he would wail - he doesn't like it when I am at the computer - i think because i enjoy it so much...

I am getting on with my morning. Blue is super super needing attention and entertainmentthis morning - I don't know what bee is in his bonnett.Doing laundry. Made the bed and got my things ready for...