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a good friend told me that that other day while we were texting back and forthabout having a challenging day... it was a call to action, to do something...anythingwith my time to change my energy,...

i was just getting ready for work tomorrow and had an unsettling thought about a conversationfrom the last weekend. Details like this come to my mind very often, like a fingernail snagged on a wool...

I wrote the following while at my family's home today.. I felt good about how I was handlingmyself there while with them. I sense myself a sore thumb at times.I love them a lot...and I know they love...

it's strange, I woke up this morning doing really well..got dressed and went out for a cup of coffee..I got in my email box my electric bill and though I haveenough to cover it in my bank account - I...

sometimes I forget, after experiencing so much consuming emotions...that I need to take care of myself - and referencing my previous journalin part - we all need different things and maybe relate...

I am trying to deal with my personal 'self responsibilities' and then the dynamic of my family life. Things are ok but I find myself obsessinga bit about the hierarchy that exists and trying to find...

I was doing my morning 'take care of things.'I got up and decided to go for coffee.I'll go for groceries soon too.Was feeling fragile and questioning of so much of thingsand felt frozen in the...

i had some dinner, which is usually not my thing as I go to bed early.I was watching some news and then had a hankering for a glass of red wineand some cookies....I don't have them - but I want them!...

I've been on the couch just thinking about things...trying to. :)My therapist has said to me that it would be a good ideafor me to find somewhere additional to volunteer.I think she's right. She also...

I woke up with a sore throat and a cough today... It made meworried about the looming spector we're all facing...I decided to go to work and just was very vigilant about wearing my mask.Work went...

in the past few weeks, more and more I am growing in awareness and cognitionthat when alone I tend to want 'a relationship.' Lately that relationship has been that I have wanted a partner but it's...

I went to work this morning and for some reason along the wayI found myself in a very hard to describe frame of mind at the outset.I was just very open and I really had no choice but to carry on...As...