AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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Try not to throw up you dumb bitch...oh?? a little stress? and what the hell is this inability to journal all about? I have no idea...but it's annoying. It's a tool I have used faithfully for...
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I have noticed that I have not been able to journal lately..I login and would be ready to put something down but the words would not come out and then I would get distracted by the day and weeks have...
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haven't had a day this bad since I moved out...can't stop the tears..what the fuck is wrong with me??? I am beyond lonely and hate that I miss him so much....I have YEARS full of journals...
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I’ve been unable to journal much again lately. I am all over the map…some days I am fine and others I am a basket case. So many things seem up in the air for me and the holidays only make...
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I realized yesterday that a month has gone by and I have not written in my journal. I have felt very empty and the words would not come. I am still trying to adjust to this new life. I thought I...
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For the first time in a really long time I was actually happy to be by myself. I spent the entire weekend alone with Remi and the kitties and had no anxiety attacks at all. I watched a lot of...
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I am like a leaf on the wind these days. Caught up in the whirlwinds of change in my life since June. Making the hard decision to leave a man I had loved for so many years but who is unable or...
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I haven't written in a while. I have been trying to come to terms with shocking news and getting myself together. After the holiday weekend I got sick with what I thought was a UTI. Turns out,...
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It’s going to be one of those days….day two of the antibiotics. Horrible abdominal pains this morning and BOOM, just like that I am playing the ‘what if’ game. It’s obviously just upset...
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It’s a very strange time for me. I am trying to just listen and pay attention to things going on so I can figure out what direction I am supposed to go in. I’m very up and down from day to...
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I actually ended up having a really good holiday weekend. I am dating a new guy named Brian. He lives about an hour from me up in the foothills. A couple of weeks ago we went to a concert at a...
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Trying to listen, to be the sponge. I close my eyes and try to pay attention, not only to what I am feeling but the feedback I get around me. I want to find my way and know what the right path is...
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Such a horrible lonely weekend. Hearing from my ex really put me in a tailspin. I miss him so much. I knew this would be hard. I have not stopped loving him, but the drinking is never going...
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so down today...not completely sure why. My ex texted me this morning that his sister in law passed away this morning...she had been very sick with cancer for a very long time. It was always a...
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Stomach ache, sets off the anxiety. Yep that's how I roll. Now I feel sick and anxious on top of the stomach problems. Why do I even try? I am nothing but a sick waste of space. No wonder...
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