AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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It has been 88 days since I had a smoke. I think i'm pretty much over it. Every once in a while I something will happen where I think..hey I would be having a smoke right now. It's kind of...
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I am having the LONGESSSTTT Thursday ever. I have no motivation at work and the day is dragging on. I have a million things i need to be doing and don't feel like doing any of them. I feel...
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Not off to a good start today. Just finished packing my lunch when he came out from getting ready. I start to leave the room and he steps in front of me and says i'm trying to say goodbye to...
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I'm not having an actual anxiety attack today, but I'm not exactly functioning on all cylinders either. I have no focus and can't seem to finish anything that I start. Earlier I had some shaking...
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I've been keeping to myself a lot lately, trying to sort things out in my head. Maybe I am keeping too much in. Today's anxiety attack is just a reminder that things will never be normal again....
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Apparently I am having an anxiety attack. I have not had one like this in quite a while. I don't know for sure what's causing it but my heart is pounding pretty hard right now and I'm super...
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It has been 73 days since I had a smoke. I realized something last night, I am sometimes playing the ““What If”” game even when I don’t think I am. Random worries, about dumb things that...
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I just want to go back to sleep. It’s one of those times where your dream life is so much better than waking life. I can still feel the happiness and peace I had in the dream. So often, I...
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The other day I had a complete melt down. I could not find any picture of my horse that I had lost. Now that I found at least one pic, I am putting copies of it everywhere. I never want to...
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It has been 70 days since I had a smoke. I feel more even than I did over the weekend but still pretty down. I had waves of nausea throughout the morning which i have been ignoring and now seems...
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We go through the motions trying to get better. Reach out for support...give support to others. Like a jenga tower...one little block slips and it all falls to the ground. You sit on the ground...
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How can we be fine one minute and the world ending in the next? I was in a pretty good mood when I left for work this morning. I had my music playing and I was singing along. No, I can't sing,...
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Today I went to the eye doctor and received my new contact lenses. HOLY CRAP! I can see!!!!! This is a reminder to myself to never let this happen again. It is amazing how something like that...
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I saw this on Facebook and burst out laughing. I don't know why I found it so funny.
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They say the definition of insanity is repeating the same action over and over expecting a different result. This means I am officially insane. The truth is that anxiety ruined my life and all my...
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