AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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So I went on this date on Saturday. It was a concert at a winery and there was overnight camping. I had only been out to coffee with this guy once although we have been talking on the phone...
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someone just told me...stop trying to figure it out...it doesn't matter.maybe...but when you analyze everything..it's hard to stop searching for a reason. Am I sick? I doubt it. If I were it...
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It's going to be one of those days.... I feel shaky and have a weird headache...which is triggering anxiety. I'm sure it is probably just allergies but once an anxiety freak..always an anxiety...
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I had to go out and run errands...I've been pretty much ok of late. Last weekend was a nice visit with my mom that I needed very much. The whole week I have felt behind and I guess that didn't...
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It's funny how when things calm down I am unable to journal as much. I guess because life gets boring and you don't have as much to say. It has been 218 days since I had a smoke. ...that is the...
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I was super worried about this weekend before it began. The previous weekend I was so bad an could not stop crying and wanted to die. This weekend turned out to be much better, though. What is...
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Yesterday was much better and i was much more stable all day long. Today I am a little more down than yesterday, but still not crying, so still in the 'ok' range. I woke up tuesday feeling like I...
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It started off ok like yesterday...although I woke at like 330 and never really got back to sleep. I did get up and do all the things that I didn't do last night because I was a basket case. By...
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I am sitting here..crying and falling apart once again today...for like the millionth time. I've been trying to figure out what all this is about this weekend. I think part of it is because the...
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I woke feeling rested and peaceful but now I am falling apart again. I don't understand what is happening. I was doing ok for a few weeks...why now? What is this doom and panic that keeps...
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It's been a while since I had anxiety this bad. The weight is back on my chest and I have random waves of panic. I tried to go back to sleep but my body will not allow that to happen. Too much...
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Yesterday was the weirdest birthday I ever had. First of all, I want to say thank you to all those that wished me happy birthday yesterday. I appreciate it so much I can't even say. It lifts...
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I've been up part of the night with stomach issues and anxiety. I am very tired but did not want to sit at home and dwell on the anxiety. My stomach is still bad and I just want to curl up in a...
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I had a really good day today. I started cleaning and getting some things done around the apartment. Up until today, I had only hung one thing on the wall. I got up and it was too early to start...
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Random mild anxiety throughout the day. Mood swings from ok to sadness and depression. I was up late last night with the dog with all the fireworks last night and I am pretty tired today. I...
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