AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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It's just one of those days where I feel like checking out....like everything and everyone in this life sucks and I just want to walk away from everything. I also feel like I wish I had people to...
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I hate when I have nights like this.. I was so exhausted..could barely keep my eyes open after dinner. Went and took a shower and got ready for bed..still feeling exhausted. Could NOT sleep! ...
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Today marks 30 days since I stopped smoking. I am doing pretty well and only occasionally feel like I really want one. Overall, I continue to feel sad, lonely, depressed. It's a weird time for...
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It has been 24 days since I had a smoke. So sick and angry with myself for being in the cycle again, even if it's not super strong panic. It's been enough days that I should no longer be feeling...
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It has been 22 days since I had a smoke.As expected, yesterday was all about anxiety and there is nothing wrong with me except that I am a freak. After I put my scarf back on at work and finally got...
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It has been 21 days since I had a smoke. I feel like crap right now. Still trying to determine if I am actually getting sick or if it's anxiety but I am voting for anxiety. I can't get warm, I...
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It has now been 18 days without a smoke. I feel good today. I feel like I slept really well and my sleep app confirms with a 54% deep sleep. I woke not feeling nauseated or depressed. In fact,...
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It is now 17 days since I had a smoke. I don't even want one...but I tired of feeling sick all the time. I know whatever this is has to pass sooner or later..just need to keep going as my friend...
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I still fee bad and all over the place. I have been in a crappy mood ever since Steve left for Phoenix. He went with our youngest to participate in the rock and roll marathon and then he has...
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Depression, sickness, and sadness are my constant companions. I am very lonely. He and I are barely speaking. This whole quitting smoking thing is definitely not bringing us closer together,...
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It's day 7 of the quit smoking effort. I am all over the place and not in a good way. I have gone from raving bitch to I don't give a fuck if I even wake up tomorrow. I have small waves of...
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Today is the third day in my attempt to quit smoking. I have been having minor anxiety on and off for a couple of days. Everyone around me is sick...the flu and strep are both going around in...
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Last night I had a small anxiety attack out of the blue. This is the first time in a very long time that it happened and I could not find a reason. I just breathed through it and kept ignoring it...
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OK..I was rusty on panic. I started taking antibiotics today in preparation for a root canal on tuesday. It's been years since I had to take anything like that. The first two doses during the...
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It was a very nice weekend by myself. With him gone I spent a lot of time cleaning my house. I had finished my homework by 8:30 on Sat morning. I made a pretty big dent in a house that has gotten...
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