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  Posted: 01/12/2021

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  20191119

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  Posted: 11/19/2019

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  Has it really been since June that I wrote a journal?  Time seems to go by faster and faster but nothing is becoming clear.  The tears may have stopped but I am just as lost in life as I was before we separated.Lately I have the awful feeling that I am wasting the few years I have left with my mom being so far away.  I wonder if it was not so incredibly expensive in San Diego if I would have just moved there already.  Probably so.  Danny and I are good...but I don't think it's ever going...

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  Posted: 11/27/2019

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  Posted: 11/19/2019

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• Anxiety
  

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  Posted: 11/14/2019

  AnxietyFreak40 commented on the discussion When I get anxious I get nauseous.

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  venting stuff out 20190613

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  Posted: 06/13/2019

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  The only way I know to get rid of things is to write them down sometimes...even if it makes no sense.Dear Steven, It has now been two years that we have been apart. I know we were toxic.  I know you would never be able to stop drinking or even believe it's a problem.  I thought that it would kill me if I stayed.  I thought I could make a happy life eventually if I did the right thing and left.  I guess the joke is on me. Each day is mostly filled with despair and depression.  You are...

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  Posted: 06/05/2019

  AnxietyFreak40 commented on OLDBIKER's journal Daughter Hospitalized

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  November???

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  Posted: 04/25/2019

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  November was really the last time I wrote in this Journal???  What the hell is the matter with me?  Does that mean I have been better? Yes, I guess overall I have been better ...or at least kept busier so I didn't have time to dwell on things. I’m having health anxiety today.  Some kind of stomach issue has me running to the bathroom and my stomach is growling like I am hungry but I’m also nauseous.  Fucking weird.  Today is also my boyfriend’s birthday…there is no way I am...

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  Posted: 04/25/2019

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  Posted: 04/02/2019

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  Posted: 01/31/2019

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