AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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the same thought has been rolling around in my head for a couple of days now. I figured that meant I was supposed to record it. I can still love him and choose not to live that way.He left this...
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So apparently for no reason today, I am going to have random waves of nausea and anxiety. Possibly sinus related since this entire valley is one big bloom right now. Not sure, tired of being...
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My brain is broken. Earlier today we went on a tech call to one of our properties. My boss asked me what exit to get off at. I've been there a million times. I totally blanked and could not...
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I think I should have gone back to work on Thursday and Friday. I'm not in a good place. I spent most of yesterday trying to work on various class projects..I feel distracted and loopy...like i'm...
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I feel like someone wrote down what I am always thinking...guess this is it.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ph9NQ8ASmX4pathetic
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I think now that I have quit smoking, I will have to change my theme song..so here is the old one in rememberancehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdBgV8o1m5Q
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Back from my trip to SoCal. I am tired and worn out today. All the great intentions of things I would get done since I have the day off from work are going out the window. I've managed a couple...
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It is now 46 days since I had a smoke. After having the What if's last night and being worried about being sick, I ended up sleeping very well. I woke warm and cozy between Momma cat and Remi...
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Home alone with a pack full of what ifs. What if this feeling in my chest is me getting sick..What if I was too close to that sick girl at work..I'm supposed to go down south to see my nephews..What...
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Sometimes I have to remind myself that I am here on DS for a reason. I am broken, sick, unable to mend.There is something very wrong with me that I cannot cry anymore. It's Sunday...which means...
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It has been 39 days since I had a smoke. Last night was the first time it has entered my mind that I wanted one in a couple of days. Class yesterday was a breeze and I texted him that I was on my...
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sometimes I get the strangest feeling...like everything becomes super clear for just a moment...like the fog lifting for just a moment. I realized that all this..the anxiety, loneliness,...
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I am practicing my deep breathing today. I feel like crap. If I have a panic attack, then c'est la vie, but I am working on just letting everything roll off. Why can't anything just be...
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I am feeling kind of lonely and sad this morning. We are sort of speaking again, I guess. There is never any discussion of the problem...no apologies...no let's figure this out. We just pretend...
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It has been 35 days since I had a smoke. Didn't even want one at all this weekend. I feel super tired and achy today. I went to bed early last night and still couldn't get up this morning. I...
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