AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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My co-workers are all laughing at me right now. I just went in there and announced that the sun is shining for me today. They laughed and said I've had too much coffee. Ummm...not yet. When I...
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It seems like Math is going to be ok. The teacher is a younger guy and seems pretty laid back and relaxed. He seems to genuinely care whether we pass or not. I lucked out not having to pay for...
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Well, I did it. I bought a punching bag this weekend. I got a 100lb bag and stand for 175.00 and since I had money from my bday I had not spent, only 30.00 came out of my pocket. For some...
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I have been thinking a lot about my relationship with my boyfriend knowing that sooner or later I need to figure out what I want to do. We almost never sleep in the same bed. It always makes me...
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I think I need to get a grip on my caffeine addiction. I'm up to 8 to ten cups a day and last night I was completely amped. Starting to feel edgy and having trouble going to sleep..which is...
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While I was busy yesterday, wallowing in my own self pity, My friend from work called me crying telling me she thinks she is going to be fired this week. The owner of our companies wants to...
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Stupid, stupid, girl. Don't you know you are alone in this world? If you fell off the planet tomorrow, no one would give a shit.
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I went back and read through some of my recent journals this morning. 28 days ago I posted that I told him I was tired of him snapping at me all the time. Twice since then I have posted that he...
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It's one of those weird days. I woke up tired...couldn't go to sleep, and when I did, my dreams were full of anger. I'm just sick of life in general today. Last night I started to get the...
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Overall, it was a pretty good weekend. It's nice to get away, and the mountains were beautiful. By the time we got up there on Friday night, I ate, and then tried to read for a while, but could...
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The man is there. He forces the young girl to touch him. She doesn't want to but he tells her if she doesn't he will make up lies and she will be in trouble. He tells her if she tells that no...
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I feel pretty good this morning. Last night was OK. He came home in a much better mood and even arrived early. Of course, by the time he gets done screwing around it was still almost 8 before...
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I still have two weeks until school starts. I think I have too much time on my hands. I've been kind of edgy the last couple of days and not sleeping very well. My coffee addiction is not helping...
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Last night as I was getting ready for bed I felt sleepy and relaxed. As I lay down, all of a sudden I started to feel wired. weird..but whatever. Pretty soon I could feel the waves of anxiety...
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Last night when he finally got home about 7:30, he started talking about a birthday party that was on the same day as the BBQ that we had previously argued about and said I didn't want to go. Last...
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