malibumark

It's bitter sweet, but I am here with my parents. Initially when I got here I was feeling like an alien and without a sense of grounding around them. I sometimes just have no ability to keep things...

I got up this morning, went to coffee,came home and turned on the usual shows.Washed the dishes, cleaned the kitty litter,made the bed, took a shower and dressed.Ate some breakfast.Then went to the...

my 'other' in my time alone, especially when I am trying to sleep,is my questioning mind and the spinning wheels and appetite fora sense of ryhme or reason about my past experiences of the day...and...

watering little scrub oaks that were planted..hopefully 50% will survive.

sometimes I fear going in a certain or any direction in lifebecause I don't know where it will lead - and fearfreezes me in the moment and on what I can take care of and then I will sit still -...

I have often wondered, and wondered more so the past few days thatI have a hard time envisioning my future plans much farther thana little bit at a time. I know we all have to be flexible to 'take...

have you ever heard of the notion 'to be sure to stop and smell the roses'?well sometimes I am realizing you have to make the roses, your roses, the roses you stop and smell.this morning went well,...

I'm inspired to keep exercising. I am too heavy - but for me it's alsoabout walking the walk if I am talking the talk. It's fun - I found a good route.

I woke up this morning and got some clothes onand went to get coffee. I felt free and with good attitude...I drove home and set down on the couch and sipped the coffee and played with Blue.I felt...

today's been busy, and then not busy, but productive and thoughtfuland then run it's course to the many things I've decided to do todayto fill my day and take responsibility.After a while though, and...

I find myself dealing with an old issue today. It's the issue that sent me over theedge psychologically at one point and sent me to hospital. That issue is that I feel like I've had the needto have a...

”Every once in a while, a poem or song is so well constructed, so clearly conveys the authors meaning and is so precisely expressive that it becomes something of an anthem. The poem below, Epitaph,...

I woke at 445am today then took a shower, dressedand went and got a coffee - I came home and had some cereal and then facetimed with my sister and neice in London.Then decided to clean up and -...

Work went well today... then came home, and tried to give Blue some extraattention when I first came home. When I first got him, when I would return from beingout of the house, I would stop (wash my...

It's not easy spending too much time alone and maybe it's a little unhealthy if the way you affirm yourself in the alone time isn't given a little consciousness.I am noticing that I don't have to be...