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I was feeling so detached yesterday - after a moment of feeling happy and strong...It started with my mind undermining me -later that day - the detachment may have rub offed on my phone chat with my...

I just walked into my bedroom and found Blue resting onthe spot where I sleep. He's so sweet.I just said "hello" outloud to him and then came backto my desk in the kitchen. Like a minute later he...

I came home from this morning's deliveries which were all over LA.I left my place at 350am to get an early start since my stops werefar away...I got home at 650am. Got a coffee and now I'm home.My...

I am home from deliveries and just drank a big cup of coffee. Left at 350am got homeat 650amThings are quiet here - I'll make lunch at 930a or so (idiosyncratic schedule here.)Anyways, things are...

I went off my diet last night. I had not had a drink for a month - and yesterdayI just decided to buy some beer and dried mango. The dried mango was an indulgencetoo but not as bad as the beer. I...

I've been home for an hour or so - just kicking back - but it's hard for meto kick back and do nothing...I had the tv on - watched a little bit of that - just decided to snack on some Trader Joe's...

Got up at 340am to get going to work.Came home and ate lunch, showered and dressed. Played with Blue only a little and then drove out to Venice Beach for a delivery for my parents. A 2 hour round...

I lost myself today after having a really enlightening conversationwith my therapist....I was already contemplating some things - and then,the stars aligned in this conversation where everything was...

good morning everyone!have a good day out there!

I need to talk to my therapist about itbut today while feeling growthful before goingI then went to my parents houseand I noticed that I was and we were, all experiencing some momentsof discomfort,...

I had a big bout of paranoia yesterday.. I just wasn't ready for the dynamics of socializing.It threw me and I talked to my sister about it. She said "you're very sensitive and you haveto trust that...

my mind was a mix of things this morning -and I was trying hard to work it out -I was thinking about my own pain and then I thought about how we all carry the painin our livesand also have to...

got very rambunctious energy in me - got to get it out.I'll take care of what needs to be covered here at homeand then go to the Trader Joe's at 8am.I hope you guys are having a good day!!peace and...

got up showered and dressed...then fed Blue ...then went to Starbucks...now I'm home and have Smerconish onand am just waiting for the Trader Joe's to openso I can do my weekly shopping.I reached out...

I am really coming to a point where I think I need to share some things with my therapistthough they make me very uncomfortable to talk about them.I have been sitting here at home after a somewhat...