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Got up at 340am to get going to work.Came home and ate lunch, showered and dressed. Played with Blue only a little and then drove out to Venice Beach for a delivery for my parents. A 2 hour round...

I lost myself today after having a really enlightening conversationwith my therapist....I was already contemplating some things - and then,the stars aligned in this conversation where everything was...

good morning everyone!have a good day out there!

I need to talk to my therapist about itbut today while feeling growthful before goingI then went to my parents houseand I noticed that I was and we were, all experiencing some momentsof discomfort,...

I had a big bout of paranoia yesterday.. I just wasn't ready for the dynamics of socializing.It threw me and I talked to my sister about it. She said "you're very sensitive and you haveto trust that...

my mind was a mix of things this morning -and I was trying hard to work it out -I was thinking about my own pain and then I thought about how we all carry the painin our livesand also have to...

got very rambunctious energy in me - got to get it out.I'll take care of what needs to be covered here at homeand then go to the Trader Joe's at 8am.I hope you guys are having a good day!!peace and...

got up showered and dressed...then fed Blue ...then went to Starbucks...now I'm home and have Smerconish onand am just waiting for the Trader Joe's to openso I can do my weekly shopping.I reached out...

I am really coming to a point where I think I need to share some things with my therapistthough they make me very uncomfortable to talk about them.I have been sitting here at home after a somewhat...

I have a park near me and there are a couple of basketball hoops there.I think I might buy a basketball and shoot hoops there.I also went up to the Mountains Restoration Trust headquarters todayand...

I'll be delivering granola for my parents later today. Looking forward to that...I woke up this morning, shaved, showered and dressed and went for coffee.Went to Starbucks and got my usual and then...

I was having a good morning, and then my need and my questioning started ramping up.I got kind of neurotic and my mind sped up and my hands were shaking - so I fortunately remembered that at...

my poor blue has a problem this morning and I am not sure what it isbut I think it might be that he wants food. he has been requesting food excessively latelyand he is growing bigger and biggeri am...

You do not have to be good.You do not have to walk on your kneesfor a hundred miles through the desert repenting.You only have to let the soft animal of your bodylove what it loves.Tell me about...

hehe.I had paranoid evening last night. Came home from visiting last night and for some reasonfelt paranoid. I got up and started my work day at 4am and just got to work.It was a good day but I found...