malibumark

been trying not to write my therapist emails. trying to consider her spacethough she has said 'it's ok' I just think it's probably good not to.-I've experienced some distressing things this week (who...

did a good day's work at the market. Got a LOT doneand left very little work for the next shift.It was kind of cool.Now I am back at home. My mind started noodling/needling awayat me on the drive on...

Just praying right now.I need to keep positive.sending peace and good vibes.

I enjoyed doing deliveries for my parents today. I just really like doing it.I left at 540am and got home at 730am or so. Drove a big circle around LAand stopped at the markets where their goods are...

i can't thank you guys enough for reading my journalsand commenting on them with such inspiring support.I just came home and am feeling so grateful.there's so much in life that can seem tenuousand...

I am at home. It's Sunday morning. I woke up later than usual today,got a Starbucks, whatsApp'd my sister and then came home. I folded laundry, had breakfast,washed up, showered and dressed and was...

There are times when I wake up and am giddy at the day’s possibilities and there are others when the structure of the day is needed to reassure me. I can’t let the emptiness of my day today make...

I'm volunteering with the Treepeople this morning. Just sitting in the car waiting for it to start. This should be good!

I was thinking today about how my mind will seek out definition when I am not engaged - and so it may seek out a negative pictureor a positive one - but it will seek one. So in that I am well...

something i realized today while at work is that we are all telling our stories every day.whether we are literally telling our stories, or in any kind of another way - by 'the way' we do all sorts of...

I can be all that I need to be when alone, living for those benchmarks that give yourself/ myself pleasure and reassurances for the practical. When with others I can love them but then for some...

my plan to save money, which I have followed stringintly, is started to escalate and now I find myself denying myself a sense of life as it is happening.The things I would go out and buy would be...

something i heard yesterday about committing to a plan of action in life,it was on a documentary about Wolfgang Puck (on Disney Plus.)Puck said that our opportunities in life are like hopping on a...

I did a lot of errands and cleaning and laundry today.I was sitting on the couch ex post facto and just started tofeel a bit of being at a loss.I hope my choices when feeling this way will be healthy...