malibumark

just turning my frown upside by encouraging myselfto keep at my little corner of the world. I'm keepingup my part of the society at large! lol 

I was perplexed at first when waking up this morning and it hit me that I must havedrank too much Port last night and I think that just made me queazy and needing someextra sleep. I woke really...

I am finding that the answer for me in life is to find something to do that fills my soul.We all have to make money and support ourselves but what I would say to someone startingout that with all the...

I started my day by lazying in bed until around 650am...late for me!I took a shower and dressed and then went out to get a coffee.I came home and played with Blue and just thought about the day...

I feel bad for saying this - but working it out here in the journal is what wecan do.I have found myself finding structure about taking care of my life with a sense of reason to itas best I can --...

I have been so keen on saving money...living very muchwithin and below my means and saving the most I can. I am on vacationnow for two weeks and I have spent liberally yesterday and todayfor my home...

I found myself seeking peace last night, I have found myself aware and more awareof the nature of who I am and how I seek peace though I also seek the robustness of life...I found myself looking at...

I went to work this morning...and it was a good productive day...I came home to the apartment, and played with Blue. Made some lunchand hopped in the shower to get the grime of the workday off.I then...

lately I have noticed more and more how paranoia has fueled my minda lot. It happens to me before I realize what it is - but more so recently - i have been awake to it and havefound myself spinning...

I have really noticed for myself that I become very fatigued after a while workingeither driving for my parents or working at the market (and this happens after only a few hours).I think fatigue has...

my sense of woe is back this afternoon, I don't know how people do it - but I have to just resolve to make my time here at home pleasant for myselfand Blue. At times it feels as though I can't have...

when I was younger I had no problem pursuing my own goals...I felt like a kind of odd manout - so I would often just go it alone - and I learned to live with that - but I have to say toothat very...

I am very much a people person...more than I can express.I feel alive and encouraged when I am around other folks...though it's so powerfulthat I can become neurotic and retiring because it's such a...

Grateful the day is over. Good night friends!

I woke up this morning around 515am or so - threw on some clothes, brushed myteeth and went to Starbucks right away and got a treat. The folks there liketo greet the customers by name and chat them...