malibumark

I had a trying time with some socializing a little while ago...at first it was ok - then started to lose perspective as I got tired when around others who I was with -Came home now and have been...

Just went out and got the second coffee for the morning...actually I also got a third coffee complimentary by accident...At first I thought the drink they gave me was hot chocolate, just by the way...

I wrote the following to a friend that: my mental health challenges cause my perspective to changea great deal - in a very capricious way and random way - Perhaps my reaction to that isto be very...

i began writing this last night...times like these. when, i go to bed. i am challenged with a lot of destructive energy. It needles away at me when I try to rest..It's almost always been there since...

my beautiful Blue sees me at the laptop and he wants me to loveand pay attention to him instead... it's so nice to be wanted :) xxI just found out that Blue also likes to be tickled just like a...

I was at work today, at the very start of which I started with another kind of complex that I awoke with -that I had to look up and over mentally, and just decided to work well, keep professional and...

I had to do an employee training today and I was so head tripping as my usualwonderful brain provides that when my assist manager 'S' sat me down to dothe video I sat there like a set of eyes and...

There's been resolution this week to manage myself while at home like when I am at work. Suffice it to say, I'm not loosing perspective and I'm getting a lot done... and also I'm realizing how tired...

I went to work this morning. Determined to do a good job - my mind did lots of changing along the way - but I've become so accustomedto that stuff that I just can stay on target, stay in my own lane...

I got a phone call earlier today - sometime after I wrote the post about "things are good"-yes I learned something important by that phone call.The person who called was seemingly gruff and from what...

my therapist and I have joked about how as you age, it's a good day when youdon't feel completely like crap. She's super funny and inspires me.I mean my expectation for my self just wasn't high...

my therapist is out of town for the next 10 days.I am really happy for her that she is taking a break, she deserves good thingsand I love her a lot. I humbly come here acknowledging that time on my...

ok - I am not going to get a head trip here - but I started the day feeling so blob like and just nothing was particularly meaningful -  and like what I chose orchoose to do is something I just...

I know it's the weekend and the unstructured'alone time' has me unwinding and changing and spinning... this time about my future. Something is telling me to listen to life, as nebulous as that...