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I'm excited to have my Psychiatry appointment tomorrow.Strangely, I have a very little life so any kind of social contact floats my boat! heheBut seriously, today I have just been reminded that I...

After I wrote the last journal, I just went about my day.Usual stuff. I thought about 'the monastery of my mind'as a happy thought that made me, well carried me, through thedifferent stuff of the day...

I've been turning things over a lot as usual the past few days.Haven't felt like I have had anything to write about until now.Work went ok today - but felt a lot of uncomfortable feelingswhile...

I was working on some ideas yesterday - I found that very often if my projectedgoals or planned actions didn't have a known element to them - then they wereNOT ok to do...I am not really describing...

I have been delivering for my parents now for a year or soand to navigate to the location I need to get to, I have been using the app Waze or Wayze (on my Iphone).It tells me when to turn , where to...

something I am noticing more and more - is I hope for things...but so much is telling me - though it's good to hope - to also stepoutside of that and start to plan what it is you need to plan...

Things were good this morning at work, had some good thoughtsas well about each of us having our own standard for professionalismand then also the humanity for when things are good enough and all...

Just been spending this afternoon relaxing after working this morning and then doing errands. All things considered it was a good day, with chances to learn and yet the troubles at times were there....

I'm trying to make sense of what the drive in me this evening is all about.My thoughts seem buried in a way and I have intensity that I don't really understand.The intensity comes and goes all day...

I do all this work on myself because of a false assumption that I listen to in my mind... whatever 'it' is - 'it' tricks me into thinkingi am thorn in peoples' side... It's crazy!Keep positive and...

I am sending a prayer out to you guys today. Keep healthy and happy.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qt_OkgSOrkU

feel a lot of worries and mental pressure to make my time count- just came in from sitting on the balcony which was niceall the worries hit me about the future and what ifs...just decided that I have...

it's weird how I need near constant reminders of my self worth at times.I was telling a friend here on DS.org that whatever my future professional life is,I will always have 2 professions: 1, to deal...

I drove out to the the LACMA today (and it was fun) but two things I noticed today was that I need to really remember to ask myself what it is that I want at any given time so that I don't just...