malibumark

good morning! I hope you're having a good start to the day!The sun is coming up, drank some coffee and had a bowl of cheerios!Blue is wanting attention and the CBS Sunday Morning is on.Sending peace...

I can so see how parenthood can inspire you to indulge your children.I love my Blue and I am having a hard time right now structuring his feeding time.He is my one reserve of indulgence and...

frustrated by the lability of my mood and also the 'wrong turn' mentally that I sometimestake. I don't know whether to think about it as just a part of life....well it is a commonpart of my own...

I wrote this at the outset of my mood:-------------------------------------------------------I was busy during the morning - got coffee - did chores - ate breakfast - played with Blue - then...

just trying to keep busy here - have some 'down time' in between choresuntil the shops open - and then I'll have errands.My mind is started to fold down on me a bit - and offering troubling spikes in...

I am reminding myself of my grandmother today..lolShe was mentally limited (i think autistic) but was very VERY pragmaticand built a solid life for her and her husband and four kids.She was very...

I went to work this morning. My mind was really twisting about - but kept on with thework- and that went well and fast. I was pleased. At one point, this guy (and I know this sounds cuckoo) but this...

yesterday I was sound. The sanity informed me that I had the need to not be aloneand as well that I had the space in my life to fulfill those things that would be to my likingand not just about the...

my mind feels kind of like a porous ...but I know some things - and I am grateful to know those things.I am going to see my brother later today.Very glad for that. I have things to keep on top of...

Yesterday was a good day. I had the courage to keep at things in life - keep at active.I opened my mind up to new possibilities rather than just stick to the routine.At the end of the day, I talked...

had  a really hard time yesterday later in the day - - took a mental wrongturn  - my strength abandons me - and I make choices sometimesthat aren't so wise - and nearly that are unavoidable because...

I'm excited to have my Psychiatry appointment tomorrow.Strangely, I have a very little life so any kind of social contact floats my boat! heheBut seriously, today I have just been reminded that I...

After I wrote the last journal, I just went about my day.Usual stuff. I thought about 'the monastery of my mind'as a happy thought that made me, well carried me, through thedifferent stuff of the day...

I've been turning things over a lot as usual the past few days.Haven't felt like I have had anything to write about until now.Work went ok today - but felt a lot of uncomfortable feelingswhile...

I was working on some ideas yesterday - I found that very often if my projectedgoals or planned actions didn't have a known element to them - then they wereNOT ok to do...I am not really describing...