malibumark

ever just want more?

I watched an interview the other day where the issue of divining a path forward in lifefor oneself came up. The person speaking said it in terms like "We're all trying to make a way forward."I...

I need to straighten up my apartment this morning.Just showered and shaved and was feeling exuberant fromwriting a poem and just enjoying the spirit of the day - butnow I have to shift gears - get...

oh quiet morningslowly waking to the sky glowingthe sun rising but not yet seenthe cat hastens the process in search ofhis first mealI wake, I feed, I throw on some clothesand drive to get a...

Blue has been very vocal, more than usual, lately. He is my child and so when he cries I stop what I am doing and tend to him. It's the role of parent that I can't deny. And so here I am with him on...

I was thinking about a lot of things this morning. Self discipline.... Being alone and being happy...and being self sufficient. About doing something for someone else in my life...or for some thing...

today I kept busy in the early start of the day and then had nothing to do, nothing planned,and not the funds to just go and indulge in this consumerist, shop for entertainment, life outhere in the...

I got all my chores done, grocery shopped, folded laundry and made the bed up with clean sheets and duvet.It's 10am and I am thinking about what to do next. I'd like to go out - but I spent my...

It seems the outside world is much bigger than me. Others' goalsand others' energy. Maybe I should just listen to the quietest voice inme to get on with both my personal agenda and also my...

I woke up this morning, at first feeling calm and just uncomplicated by the morning.I kept with my routine for getting up and dressed and out to the Starbucks for coffeefirst thing. Though I've been...

been trying not to write my therapist emails. trying to consider her spacethough she has said 'it's ok' I just think it's probably good not to.-I've experienced some distressing things this week (who...

did a good day's work at the market. Got a LOT doneand left very little work for the next shift.It was kind of cool.Now I am back at home. My mind started noodling/needling awayat me on the drive on...

Just praying right now.I need to keep positive.sending peace and good vibes.

I enjoyed doing deliveries for my parents today. I just really like doing it.I left at 540am and got home at 730am or so. Drove a big circle around LAand stopped at the markets where their goods are...