Wednesday that feels like Monday

Random mild anxiety throughout the day.  Mood swings from ok to sadness and depression.  I was up late last night with the dog with all the fireworks last night and I am pretty tired today. 

I can't wait to go home and just crawl into bed.  I want to isolate and withdraw from the world.  I feel like I keep trying to pick up the broken pieces.  I stare down at the floor, and start to pick them up but i'm tired, and not sure if I care if it goes back together or not...so I just put the pieces back down again. 

Some things, once broken, cannot be repaired.  You can try to seal the crack but it will never be the same, and any pressure placed on the weak point and it will crumble apart again.