AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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tired of feeling like crap all the time. I am shaky and tired a lot lately. Anxiety? maybe..but this feels different. I have to have a stress test on my heart in a few weeks and my counselor...
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wow, another whole month has gone since I wrote anything in my journal. How does the time get away from me? oh yeah...I bury myself in mindless video games. I am back from vacation. I drove to...
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so yesterday was better than expected. I got through the awful website training meeting. i still think it's ugly and doesn't represent the company well but it's not my decision. Our colors have...
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Grumpy does not even begin to describe my mood this morning. He was drinking last night. Not falling down drunk drinking but enough that I could hear it in his speech and he fell asleep on the...
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Time is going by so fast. The weekend was a blur. I am down to my last two weeks to finish my project for class. It's very frustrating. The only thing holding me back is my own lack of...
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I have felt so strange all day today. Ever have the feeling that something is wrong but unable to say what it is? I have no idea why. I know I did not sleep well last night. I went to bed...
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I feel like total crap today. I was having some heart racing last night and chose to go to bed early. I have not really slept well in the last week and I am feeling it for sure. Tuesday night...
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It's been a busy couple of weeks. Despite all the things on my plate I have been doing pretty well in the anxiety dept. I feel weird today though. Vague sort of dizziness. I have a terrible...
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So far my plan to get back to journaling on a regular basis is failing miserably. it seems I only make it back here when I am having a rough time. My heart is funky today and I am having some...
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Am I getting sick? or just freaking myself out? Who knows...but it is starting to make me mad. I hate being like this. People at work have been so sick..one person ended up being taken to...
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Well I had planned on writing more hear as one of my new years resolutions. Considering it is already teh 17th I am not off to a good start. It has been unusually busy at work. Usually things...
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OK...there is nothing worse than typing a whole journal entry only to lose it before it is posted....frustrating to say the least.It is another Monday...but my last one before my vacation. I am...
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Today I am irrationally angry. I got to work and my boss was not in this morning so I was taking the opportunity to move some crap out of our server room..and into storage. I started getting...
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I have not been on here in a very long time. Other priorities seem to be always in my way....I guess in the end it is just laziness. I moved back in with my ex in September and true to the way our...
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It's been a long time since I was here again. Why is it when I am the lowest and I should be here more often that I don't even think of it? I think I am just a total fruit loop most of the time. ...
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