One of those days...
It's going to be one of those days....
I feel shaky and have a weird headache...which is triggering anxiety. I'm sure it is probably just allergies but once an anxiety freak..always an anxiety freak.
I grow so tired of myself and my inability to cope with anything. I just want to curl up in a ball and hide out for the day...but I didn't ..I made myself go to work anyway..knowing that if I just suck it up and ignore it, it will eventually pass.
Why does this life have to be so long? I got invited to go a concert at a winery where you actually camp for the night. I want to go but having trouble finding anyone to watch my dog, as usual. These are the times when I think It would be better to move down by my mom and have her there to back me up. I looked a little bit at wages down there though and the pay is lower and the rents are higher..California Sucks.
At least tomorrow is Friday.
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California does suck but you know what you need and you keep after it. Glad you took on the challenge of just making it through the day. Sometimes just small expectations of ourselves is the only way to success. You're in charge btw and you're doing a good job at it so keep it up!!
So happy I read this, I am feeling a bit off kilter today..i have a weird allergy pressure so it gave me anxiety too ...I also feel very blah. Like I want to sleep it away. Thank goodness I have meditation class tonight!