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Thinking today about the emotional pain on this journey...the acute pain and the chronic pain.In those first few days, weeks, months...the pain was acute, overwhelming all of my senses, as sharp as...

Hi sisters...68 degrees here in the Sunshine State, the air is crisp. We all know what that means, holidays.I want to say I can't wait for the time to come when holidays are not so hard, but some of...

Today is Thursday, right??? It's hard enough to keep up with what day it is normally, when I am not working, but my sleep schedule is really screwed up so that makes it even worse.I stayed up late...

Today I am grateful that my husband had a tooth extracted this morning. It was broken and unable to be saved and the root was exposed. He has been in terrible pain for days. We will have to figure...

During a nap today I had a dream about my munchkin. I don't think it was a visit, just a dream. She was maybe 3 or 4 with those blue eyes sparkling and I was 23 or 24 and selfish but so in love withy...

I thought long and hard about writing today, because I know a lot of SOTHS are enjoying themselves in Branson...but I figured most of those that attended are too busy having fun to check in right now...

Oh...My Soths...you women...NOT girls, women...you are so good to me. When I am feeling weak, vindictive, angry, sad, whatever, you tell me the truth with kindness...you humble me, you uplift me, you...

I got a terribly informative and condescending message from the TCF-Loss To Suicide administrator today. She started with a long, long history of TCF, copy and paste anyone??? Then I was duly...

I have had a terrible experience on Facebook with The Compassionate Friends - Loss to Suicide. I made a short post yesterday and received several responses, none really that helpful, but a lot of...

I love elephants. I love that they are so intelligent. I love that they live in matriarchal societies. I love that they mourn their dead. I really, really love elephants. Baby girls never leave the...

What is too much information for me to reveal??? Very little actually...I'm in trouble. It is 8pm here and I just realised I had forgotten to take my sleeping pills...so I took them, but it takes...

As a Facebook junkie I signed on to Facebook this morning to catch up on the latest gossip, news, cute puppy videos, etc. One of Facebook's features is posting a "Facebook Memory", a post from 2...

Once again I am writing a journal inspired by Joanie. I read her last journal and went to a website she suggested Momastery...the first article that popped up for me, ironically, or not, was about...

Trolling Facebook like it's my job today, I see so many cute ideas for Halloween snacks and crafts. Halloween...Cassi's favorite holiday. She would still dress up in elaborate costumes she made...

Had my 3 month tune-up with my psychiatrist today. I was honest with him about swiping my husband's Ativan and causing him to run completely out. I told him there are times when my anxiety is worse...