ginachurchwell1970

I haven't written in a while because I just don't have anything good to say. I want to write but I want something in my journal to be positive so it might help someone else and I just haven't been...

I know it's not just me, it's all of us, but it feels like it's just me sometimes, all alone in my sorrow. For some reason this, the third Christmas without my child has hit me the hardest.Always...

Don't go see "Collateral Beauty". I know I menioned it before as a great movie for "us"...sigh...I am so damn stupid sometimes...still looking for answers when I know, deep down I know, there are no...

I haven't been on in a while, well for me anyway. It was WAY past time for me to log in and check on the others.I lost a close family friend last week, and he was touch and go for a couple of weeks...

I have come to the conclusion that I am just a lazy sloth!!! It doesn't serve me one little bit, because laying around the house, bored, is not healthy for me physically or mentally.A couple of days...

New movie coming out December 16th, Collateral Beauty...it is for us...it is to soothe our pain and hopefully educate more people. Please look it up on Youtube and watch the trailer. It is beautiful...

We are home!!! Tucked in safe and sound and very, very happy.Thank you so much for helping me through this process.Love,Gina

So...I will pick up my boy tomorrow!!! Not a traditional thanksgiving but certainly a happy one.Sooo tired, bone tired...achy everywhere!!! I hope I did not pick up anything in the hospital because I...

Gotta keep my girls updated... Today is Tuesday??? Okay, yeah, checked my phone.Our first night in a regular room was pretty rough. Steve was in a lot of pain in his abdomen. They ran all kinds of...

I can't wipe the goofy grin off my face!!! Today was awesome!!! Steve was moved out of ICU into a regular room, unhooked from ALL machines, happy to be alive, and I am a blessed woman!!!Did it take...

Today could not have gone better. My poor boy suffered immensely as they weaned him off the sedation before removing the ventiltion tube but remove it they did. After a couple of hours he could talk,...

My husband finally got a room in ICU, he has been in the Emergency Room all this time. I came home to tend to the dogs and shower, ICU visiting hours are 8pmto 10pm at night, no visitation from 5pm...

There is no one I can talk to. No one. My family, his family...I can't do it. His mother is a complete drama queen and will roll into town screaming at doctors and making it all about her. My family...

It is Friday again...which is nothing special to me because I don't work. I really think I need to get a job...a low stress job, just something to make me appreciate coming home and having days off....

I don't have to tell any of you what attending the funeral of your child is like. When all the talking was over, the pall bearers made their way up front, my eye was on the funeral director. He was...