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I went to work today and then came home. Did an errand for my stepmom and then went for Chinese food. Guilty pleasure. Now I am lying on the couch and watching Ricks Steves' European Christmas. Was...

I went to work this morning and as you might have read I was struggling but I pushed through.At a certain point, the pressure of what I was obsessing over, made me lose my heart.. it's like it...

I go to therapy in about an hour. I am looking forward to it.I went to work this morning and my mind really attacked meand I obsessed about things - a certain something - while I workedbut I tried to...

I've got my mind in a bunch but it's all good I guess.I went to work this morning - and "knocked myself" over my seeming misbehavior at my parents' house last night.My fear of rejection and upsetting...

I am finding that I can't keep busy enough to satisfy my mind.When I stop to sit down on the couch and flip on the tv my energies 'amp up'and my mind moves towards wanting to fill my face with food.I...

I went and met up with my friend the Abbess yesterday. She is 'in town' and we met for coffee in Santa Monica.We talked and walked around a little bit. I don't go out too much but it seems that my...

Went to visit the cats today and Rosie was not there. I am assuming she was adopted. It's good she has a new home but sadly that means she was separated from her brother Brody who is still at the...

I went to the shelter today. I applied to be a volunteer there since I can't swing the adoption of them. "Pepe", one of the cats, was adopted. It's good he will have a home. So far I have just been...

Good morning all!Sending good vibes and kharma to start the day. There's a good day ahead waiting for us. Namaste!!

Yesterday was a really undermining day. Really upsetting and I don't want to revisit it. So, I went to work this morning and just did the best job I could do and in that I had a positive focus... not...

I didn't have much to do today. Really nothing at all. Perhaps I should raise 'a flag' in my mind wheneverI have days like this but it is "my weekend" I suppose I might not make that much of it.I...

I am awake now, and the place is silent..And it's nice. Yet the empty space feels 'forbidden'I turn on the radio, I take a shower and get dressedI am ready for today. I am ready to take care of...

I shouldn't have anything to complain about. I am trying to find self acceptance and some peace of mind.I find that I am not so good at socializing. Even with family. They are so supportive of me,...

I went to work today and then came home. I seem to manage so much of my challenge while at work effectively because I have a structure and a command of what needs to be done. I don't have a time free...

I just came from the apartment leasing office.They said what is a major extra rent for me to haveanimals plus a huge deposit. Ah well, not meant to be.I live close by to the shelter and will visit...