malibumark

i kind of lost my discipline today. I didn't make it to yoga.I can get that way at times when I am here at home.It's a really expensive membership and when I get homeI just lose sight of things at...

I have had a full day so far. Woke at 3am, got to the job - and worked until 8am.Came home. Had lunch. Changed clothes...and went to the office for a couple of hours.Followed my routines and now it's...

I went out today and went to the Starbucks. The same seat is open most times and so I like it and sit there next to the window. Many times that I go there, there is a man in the same corner with a...

I am just coming to see how if I feel like I don't percieve I have control of an outcome, saywith the pursuit of my paintings - I tend to shut down... and shut it off...I can't dothat anymore...there...

Right now I kind of just need to know my place in the world. I wish I were among friends or family.So I am writing here.I was with my family earlier today- and then I came home. Getting back to being...

I saw my therapist on Friday and it really was a good but also powerful meeting.I am just moving forward with my days and yet I also am feeling as though I am in unchartedterritories. In some ways I...

I came home from work today. It's the start of my weekend.I didn't really have much planned - but I made lunch and then I puton load of laundry (cleaning the week's work of clothing) and then I went...

For some reason I am really nervous and insecure today. Feeling like everything I am doing is wrong. I wrote the following earlier: The office job is really teaching me a lot. I am learning how to...

It's the late afternoon and I find myself thinking to myself and worrying and thinking about the future and wondering where I'd like to be or who I'd like to be with and I think it usually happens in...

well, I leave for yoga in a few minutes. It's kind of chilly out and I have been enjoying the centralheating. But I've put on my shorts and t, and am ready to go out and get chilly.I had a good day...

Along the lines of the last journal post I made, I do and am finding peace when I create something with my time. It's not only creating something, but it's also doing something for someone else.If I...

So often I just want to quiet my mind and yet peace comes when I create. Here's a picfrom my friend who is Abbess at a monastery in Maryland. I think it's a great pic.

for some reason, while sitting with my parents today, the wisdom came to me that we all come at lifewith our different histories, experiences and different motivations and it was important to me that...

my mind has a few loose wires that I have a hard time reconciling. I ground myselfby coming on here and journaling - journalling offline and online are two things I do.Sometimes I eat, sometimes I...

I went to my therapist today and was feeling well, like I could manage well before I went in, had healthy perspectiveson solo mio.We started chatting and I think we had a good chat.. After I left, I...