malibumark

I think it's important for me to say, I've been down this road before.Feeling at certain times like I should be able to think my way out of my illness..that I am just not trying hard enough...and now...

I had a good day today. Wasn't so balanced or so perfect but it felt like a good day.Not overwhelming woe or anything like that. I went to work looking at some wisdomthat came my way - and it's...

oh those moments that are tricky.was sitting here after a morning of errands and now watching the news.my mind was grappling with some issues and then it started to speed up.the feelings got to me...

I have been up early. Showered dressed and thenwent to get a coffee. Spent yesterday alone and now I'm alonethis morning as well. I feel kind of breathless, depressed and lonelybut I go to yoga...

lately as I have been either walking a long or watching tv or working...i havenoticed people in all their different forms. I guess as I have been trying to understand my own life -and so I have...

I am home from the office now. Didn't get too much done. I had a hard time focusingand I feel bad about asking to be paid for my time. But I know I did some work - andmy Stepmom urges me that, it is...

treading water right now (here on the other side of the screen from you),needed some downtime and so took the afternoonoff, now I find myself giddy and I think the alone time is making me unravel a...

For some reason today I found myself in touch with my feelings in a new and spastic way (every day serves up new jujubut I couldn't process it) and so then I was very muchaffected by them. I got home...

When I go along in my day at work, I very often dream of being somewhere else.But then I get into the work and my attention gets totally engaged - I get tiredbut then I come home to my single life...

I think the journey of any man and woman will always be incomplete.I have so found the need to covet my thoughts and epiphanies in a way tovalidate and promote that I have somehow found health - that...

I am home now from work. Things went ok I think in terms of what I did.I had a brief encounter with the sanitation worker at the dumpsters...it was totallyweird but it made me think of how hard that...

I am trying to be as honest as I can be but in truth each time I think about putting my words down here, it doesn’t seem to matter. I don’t know if I really want to write here or about this but...

i am obsessing tonight for some reason. Just trying to get some zzzz’s. Here’s to hygge.

I found myself feeling isolated today. Weird, jostling politics at work and yet I just kind of 'ho hum'd' to myselfand kept going. I came home for lunch, got changed and then back out to the office....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Studs_TerkelI like this guy very much! So interesting!