malibumark

it was a challenging day. it isn't over yet... I made a few mistakes at work and was sloppy and itjust felt like my decision making process wasn't so good.I also watched my mood today - "watched" is...

I found myself struggling with myself this morning at work, and then the thought creeped inthat 'doesn't everyone struggle with their nature at times?' I was listening to the muzak coming overthe...

I went to work today, and did my boogie...I realized time and again now...that I very often might be in a state of flow and then I'll come across someonethat will shock me out of it... it...

Sometimes I don’t know how to manage. I am in unknown territory right now and I need human contact. I will make a call.

another notch in the staff of wood.As I spent the day off, very much alone, I came to many understandings about the way my mind worksin managing my day.I ultimately realized I needed liberation from...

it's my last day of the weekend here. I woke up, slept in, which was nice but as usual the worries within me sparkeda bit. I looked beyond it - and just picked myself up and folded laundry and...

I am home now just hanging out. Watching tv, the news and it's boring.I feel like my mind keeps knocking at a door and as of right now I don't really knowwhy I am doing it or what I want. I am trying...

I just got my haircut. Instead of driving there, I did the 20 minute walk there and back.It's super hot out - so I will shower off and keep the AC going at a minimum.

it's curious to me, on this extra day off that I havehow I had tentative plans to go for a hike this morningbut I woke up with such a sense of relating to my body.Stiff and indignant - and plans...

things are really good - I got my work done today - and carried out all the plans/chores I intended to do.. I got a coffee and am home now... I ate a bowl of cereal and then after a while hada bowl...

I went to work this morning - and I thought I had a good attitude aboutcarrying through with the work - and then suddenly my mood went really down.I have felt outside of it enough to see and notice...

 What I am starting to realize as I go through the dayand I start to pine over the way I would like things - I realize I am not alone in thatand that it's probably pretty common.As I get on with the...

I went to sleep last night in a state of mental undress. I had pealed and picked apart so much that I went to work just slothful and low but determined to keep going - and do the work to a good...

I came home a little while ago from the hospital "Psychosis Clinic"where I get myself checked out every quarter or so. They are very appreciatedhow they help manage me, I just feel like it is hard to...

I find myself challenged today but not stopped. I have these issues and I also have something I need to do. I think of how I have seen a tiny sapling growing out of a crack in the cement. The little...