malibumark

I guess I have been alone enough today that my own drive to drill down on my naveland manage my day has brought me ultimately to a really dark place. I am worried about that now.I think I should...

ok so today I am practicing 'social distancing'...but find I finally feel like I am in good companywith everyone else, since this has been the way I've lived for a long time now. It's funny in a way...

went out this morning for a cup of coffee from the Starbucks.Not a lot of people on the roads. Not a lot of people at the Starbucks.They asked me how I was doing and I said "A litttle freaked out...

hi guys! Just starting the day here. I woke up and dressed and went to the Starbucks before it was light out.It's neat to get there so early. The air outside is cold and the excitement about the...

again I'm aware of and noticing, I don't really know what to or how to schedule my downtime.. I am also realizing that when I try to be 'self responsible' about thingsI tend to go real objective...

I went out yesterday to a local pub that I've recently discovered. There's somethingabout pubs that I really like, but since I go alone and because I'm me - I don't feel at ease to socialize aside...

so I went to the Ralphs market to buy a couple things.Walked over to the aisle with toilet paper on it and they're nearly empty of all of it. I heard that people are stocking up on TP because of the...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CGVgAYJyjkHe's been around a while but I've recently 'discovered' MIKA.Love it!

I went to yoga this morning, woke up late because of daylight savings and rushed out the door. Class was really good as usual. Hazel is the teacher. She's really good, a little bit of a bitch but...

When I was younger my father used to say to me that people "find their structure in life"...and I heard it, it made sense, I thought it incredibly wise and helpful, but just lately that idea has come...

I started writing this a couple of days ago. I feel the push to finish it, though rightnow I am doing pretty well. A couple days ago I felt extreme anxiety - I couldn't let go.I felt under attack. I...

I got up at 3am as usually - showered and dressed for work.Watched the news then headed out and got to work at around 4am..Worked until 9am, after a lot of rushing around there. Then, I gothome, made...

The day started well. It's a day off for me and so I got my car serviced first thing at 7am.Came back home and had lunch and then got a call from my bro. He's a nice guy - but our conversationwas...

I went to my parents' house today and it was really nice. Just a good time eating breakfastand then some shopping and then back to their office where my Dad and I read the Sunday paper and had the...