owning my choices

I've been doing better lately. I have been aware of my capacity to decide

what to do when I am faced with a 'problem' or a choice.

So how I choose to deal with the issue while alone - whether it's my feelings

or my impulses...

It's really a good thing.

I've kind of written about this evolution in recent journals.

I am not sure how to describe it - perhaps the impact of this 'realization'

is more powerful to me than it's simplicity of expression.

I am not feeling as powerless as in the past to impact my day/my direction.

So that's a good thing. I won't take it for granted...I know that any kind of

new reality will be met by old forces and new within me and outside of me.

I'll keep flexible. A feeling of 'well being' is giving me the calm head to

choose better for myself. 

To actually commit to something to do with my day I am started to dig deep

and reach out to see that I want to do something that has social impact - but

a small project for myself and personal stuff would suffice :). 

Either or - this circumstance requires a little imagination - and that always

mixes with turmoil - but gotta work through it.